So as some of you may have seen, I'm switching to low carb for a week or two, just to check if it's going to help with any losses. Was really bummed out by that Sts so early on.
However, I'm STILL going to attend Sw weigh ins to check on my progress - this is a SECRET diet. As far as anyone else is aware I am extra easying it like a good 'un.
Also, because I promised myself to attend at least 5 weigh ins before grumping off and also to support my husband who is doing really well and the diet seems to be suiting him.
I haven't even really told him what I'm doing, just Said I'm going easy on the pasta and stuff, so that last night when he cooked me a pork chop with a vegetable and bacon sauce he cut all the fat off (noooooooo!).
Also, still no alcohol til after Xmas. It's been 4 weeks now, and it's been fine, so I'm sure I can manage another 4.
Already since making that decision I've felt more relaxed around food. For example, I cooked a big low carb high fat breakfast this morning (cheese omelette and bacon) and I know I won't have to worry about feeling hungry til around 4pm so haven't had to bring loads of food etc with me to work. Also have more energy, so managed to do some step aerobics yesterday. Just 20 mins of a dvd, but it felt good.
Talking of work, I'm planning to skive this afternoon. Life has felt a bit much recently and I need a few hours to myself. Naughty. Bad.
In reality I've taken on a bit much at the moment, 2 different jobs, plus some private clients, plus Tkd training twice a week plus 2 children to parent. But I like each part of this in its own right, even if I find juggling it hellish, so would struggle to decide what to cut back on.
I suffer from the delusion that I think a lot of us do, that somehow life would be better, easier to manage if we were slim. As if a smaller waist makes us more efficient people or something. Or perhaps it's just the 'that would be one less thing to worry about' thing.
I Do spend an inordinately large amount of time considering myself, my looks and my body. And for the last 4 years or so they've mainly been negative thoughts, that can't have been good for me.
Blah blah, ramble ramble. Have a good day everyone