Hello Everyone
Have been in a grump since Thursday night but know I'm acting like spoilt child so have given myself a talking to :8855:
It was just a horrid experience, cause I'd been good and virtually everyone was asking did you get it?! And I was like no
Its so funny as every week in image therapy I say "just down" in response to aim for the next week. I never like feeling a pressure of a target even if in my head I'm thinking of something I'd ideally like. Twice now I've been pushed to agree both times when had small amount to next goal and both times didn't hit them. SO lesson learnt is just down is my mantra.
It was also odd because at class several people (4 or 5 at separate times) were asking / suggesting I must be at or near my target. I haven't set an official target at class although have in mind hitting the very top of my normal BMI range which is what I've set as goal on here. You can all see from my stats on here I've got a long way still to go. Not sure if its a compliment & that I look pretty good or that its just because I was really big and have lost so much they presume I'm happy on bigger side? I was wearing my smaller trousers and top whereas having been weighing in more baggy stuff previously but both generous size 16s so not really small?!
Anyways having said I've given myself a talking to I'm still moaning like a petulant teenager! I'm thrilled that I've lost 9 stone 13.5lbs and it will feel even more special next week when just down will get me my next shiny
On positive front went for an amazing run this morning. Had been feeling little cautious after last weeks funny do so skipped the 4am one on Thursday. But today was a beautiful clear crisp morning, fluffy clouds in a blue sky, lovely snowdrops appearing on the banks of the river and I ran a PB for my 5km even though I was attempting to run slowly :bliss:So came home and was feeling great so did a KB tummy workout followed by a Davina abs workout and then a boxing one. Think I might feel it in the morning!
I was going to try a couple of SP days this week but b*ggered it up yesterday as my frozen mixed veg with my dinner had sweetcorn in! Then today thought was all good until I realised will need to use yogurt or fromage frais to make my coleslaw! Anyway I'm having a few days with lots of S&P whilst not strictly SP
Off to catch up with everyone elses news & there appears to be lots of threads to catch up on xx