It's a new dawn, it's a new day...
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RubyRed80
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My scales are wrong at home too. I weigh over a STONE lighter on them.... I somehow prefer them ;-)The Thornton's egg is there.... taunting me!! xx
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Purple Patsy
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Well done on your loss Michelle. 
RubyRed80
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Good morning, and happy weekend.
Been having a rough couple of days emotionally - men are b*stards at the best of times and i've been finding i've been reaching for the comfort food a little too much. Most of the time not even noticing what I'm shoving in my mouth so i've really no idea what or how much i've consumed.
I feel so fat. So worthless and that i'm not worthy or being loved. Who would want someone almost 16stone?! It's a vicious circle i've always found myself in and my self esteem is rock bottom right now.
Sorry for the rant
Been having a rough couple of days emotionally - men are b*stards at the best of times
and i've been finding i've been reaching for the comfort food a little too much. Most of the time not even noticing what I'm shoving in my mouth so i've really no idea what or how much i've consumed.I feel so fat. So worthless and that i'm not worthy or being loved. Who would want someone almost 16stone?! It's a vicious circle i've always found myself in and my self esteem is rock bottom right now.
Sorry for the rant
ZoeSB22
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Don't feel like that u r def worthy of being loved 1 million percent. Everyone has down times so don't worry too much about what ur eating right now as u need to get ur self in the right place first otherwise ur just giving urself more worry. At the end of it all really u rnt going to b changed as a person, if all the weight fell off overnight (we can dream eh!) then u would b the same person and that is a person that is just as good as any size 8 or 10 girl and a person that is worthy of lots of love. Hope u cheer up soon and feel better and I agree absolute idiots blokes r! Lots of hugs xx
Purple Patsy
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OMG I could have written that post. I'm exactly the same. I only seem attracted to guys who treat me likr sh1t. Any decent guys must have a screw loose or they wouldn't be interested in me would they. I went on like that for years and then gave them up completely. That's where I'm still at the present time and I now think I'm so stuck in my ways I think that's how I'll always be.
Hope you can past it though if that's what you want. You are so worth it and all you need is a bit of confidence in yourself and TBH you are in the right place for that.
Hope you can past it though if that's what you want. You are so worth it and all you need is a bit of confidence in yourself and TBH you are in the right place for that.
RubyRed80
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OMG I could have written that post. I'm exactly the same. I only seem attracted to guys who treat me likr sh1t. Any decent guys must have a screw loose or they wouldn't be interested in me would they. I went on like that for years and then gave them up completely. That's where I'm still at the present time and I now think I'm so stuck in my ways I think that's how I'll always be.
Hope you can past it though if that's what you want. You are so worth it and all you need is a bit of confidence in yourself and TBH you are in the right place for that.
I need to push past this. I want to settle down, marry and have children. But I think I need to work on 'me' first. What sort of mother would I make being the wreck that I am now? I just hope I don't leave it too late.
Blokes really are complete sods. The nicest bloke I know is an ex who I still get on amazingly with now, however he's got a girlfriend so no hope there lol!
I seem to have this thought stuck in my head that once I get rid of this excess weight, then everything will be ok and fall into place. One can dream, eh?
ZoeSB22
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Oooh I think we all have that dream! I def feel that once I get weight sorted everything will b okay. And tbh I think that is kind of true as we will b happier and more kinda able and wanting to b ourselves and let ourselves have more experiences and stuff but then I think u should have a goal that kinda relates to who u r already like thinking I want to wear nicer clothes cos I love going out with friends or want to b able to b more confident at work. It will make u realise that weight is a hurdle that's in the way it's not the end of it all and may also help u remember the things u love doing and the things that people love about u! It's rubbish isn't it! And men hmmmmpf well luckily for me a horrendous break up has allowed me to really focus on what I want but have given up on men for a while! Too much bloody hassle! I hope u feel better soon, sorry to ramble on just don't like people feeling down especially as u can see from ur diary so far ur a brilliant person! Xx
BlondeGem
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Zoe - you always write lovely posts, and what you say makes lots of sense.
Ruby Red - boo to men, they can be proper sh1ts at times. I had all the same thoughts that you had before I met my husband, I seemed to attract all the horrible ones. Thankfully I saved the best til last and couldn't ask for a better hubby - this will happen for you too, you just haven't met him yet. Big hugs xxxx
Ruby Red - boo to men, they can be proper sh1ts at times. I had all the same thoughts that you had before I met my husband, I seemed to attract all the horrible ones. Thankfully I saved the best til last and couldn't ask for a better hubby - this will happen for you too, you just haven't met him yet. Big hugs xxxx
Purple Patsy
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How are you doing today Michelle.
