thanxs for all your ((())) girls and thoughts they have helped so much-some are so true, but i didnt realise until i read them.
today i feel so much better. Something jillybeans had said in her post was right- about me trying to be jolly all the time, I am most of the time , Its when i get stressed or when something goes wrong it all comes flooding out and bam, everyone gets it-but no one understands.
But today i feel ok ive just gotta do a 2.30-6.30 shift then im off till 13 jan which will help -just to get me away from it all.
so for a while im gonna be HAPPY .(read my other 'new' post !!)