iveabigask's Diary
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Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
Thanks Minerva!!!
Clara, debenams have lovely one pieces with secret support!! Very stylish!!
Well I'm commencing week 5 tomorrow, and I'm half way there. 5 weeks sounds like a long time right now, but when I think of my holiday it feels really close?!
I've been feeling horrendously sick, keep feeling like I'm going to vomit the whole time. I can't stomach the soup at all anymore they make me want to spew, and I'm far too cold on just shakes and bars. So going for porridge, chilli, shakes and bars tonight. Looking forward to my weigh in!! Hoping for another 3 which would be great. Felt like I was stuck at 15.2 for ages!!??
I'm generally miserable every evening but if I'm honest it's mostly the sickness getting me down. I'm meant to be taking the no smoking tablets for another 2 months but there's absolutely no way I can stomach them for another 2 months!!!!! Yuk!! It's like constant food poisoning.....
So apart from that all is going well. Hubbie is giving me loads of confidence, hes like my coach lol not because he wants me to be slim, but he wants me to be healthy and he knows how miserable I felt when I was at my heaviest. He's really making a difference to me and I probably wouldnt be able to do it without him! And on the best side, I'm wearing a White simmer skirt for the first time in a year. Yay yay!!
Bought more bikinis yesterday lol I'll show y'all later.
Didn't realise I had that much to say lol!!
Will update throughout the day
Enjoy the sunshine everyone
Xxxxxxxx
Clara, debenams have lovely one pieces with secret support!! Very stylish!!
Well I'm commencing week 5 tomorrow, and I'm half way there. 5 weeks sounds like a long time right now, but when I think of my holiday it feels really close?!
I've been feeling horrendously sick, keep feeling like I'm going to vomit the whole time. I can't stomach the soup at all anymore they make me want to spew, and I'm far too cold on just shakes and bars. So going for porridge, chilli, shakes and bars tonight. Looking forward to my weigh in!! Hoping for another 3 which would be great. Felt like I was stuck at 15.2 for ages!!??
I'm generally miserable every evening but if I'm honest it's mostly the sickness getting me down. I'm meant to be taking the no smoking tablets for another 2 months but there's absolutely no way I can stomach them for another 2 months!!!!! Yuk!! It's like constant food poisoning.....
So apart from that all is going well. Hubbie is giving me loads of confidence, hes like my coach lol not because he wants me to be slim, but he wants me to be healthy and he knows how miserable I felt when I was at my heaviest. He's really making a difference to me and I probably wouldnt be able to do it without him! And on the best side, I'm wearing a White simmer skirt for the first time in a year. Yay yay!!
Bought more bikinis yesterday lol I'll show y'all later.
Didn't realise I had that much to say lol!!
Will update throughout the day
Enjoy the sunshine everyone
Xxxxxxxx
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
Shopping is my favourite pasttime, it doesn't matter who it's for lol
Clarabow
Silver Member
Thanks for the heads up on the swim suits, ooo it's like having my own private shopper lol Usually rely on my mother for that as she likes browsing the shops.
I think you may be on the same stop smoking tabs as my mum was, she has done really well on it, smoke free for a year. Why not have a word with your stop smoking counsellor and see if she can offer any advice with the sickness, as that must be miserable.
Onwards and downwards. xx
I think you may be on the same stop smoking tabs as my mum was, she has done really well on it, smoke free for a year. Why not have a word with your stop smoking counsellor and see if she can offer any advice with the sickness, as that must be miserable.
Onwards and downwards. xx
gracielou09
Silver Member
Just catching up on your diary chick. Blimey, you dont do things by halves do you lovely lady!
Loving the red swimsuit and sorry your feeling so :sign0137:
But your doing amazingly well. Keep going hun ...you can do it. Just think how much money your saving on ciggies!!
xx
Loving the red swimsuit and sorry your feeling so :sign0137:
But your doing amazingly well. Keep going hun ...you can do it. Just think how much money your saving on ciggies!!
xx
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
Im an all or nothing type of girl lol!!!
That's what got me to the size i am lol
The day wasn't too bad, had my second shake a little earlier than normally so unsure if that will affect my weigh in? At this stage I'm even getting fed up of the bars!!!!! I'll keep going though, im very stubborn and won't give up, no matter what!!!!
Work day was going well until I was summoned towards the end of the day. I was very calm and that was that.
What a stunning evening, I'm actually looking forward to the 25 minute drive to my weigh in, although I normal smoke my way there so that'll be weird!
I guess I've proved to myself that I can do anything I want once I have the drove and determination to get there. It's kinda like finding something you'd lost for a long time and then out of nowhere it shows up!!!
I'm a confident person but was a bit uncertain about myself if you know what I mean. Now there's no stopping me!!!!!!'
Yay to the new me!!!
Ask xxx
That's what got me to the size i am lol
The day wasn't too bad, had my second shake a little earlier than normally so unsure if that will affect my weigh in? At this stage I'm even getting fed up of the bars!!!!! I'll keep going though, im very stubborn and won't give up, no matter what!!!!
Work day was going well until I was summoned towards the end of the day. I was very calm and that was that.
What a stunning evening, I'm actually looking forward to the 25 minute drive to my weigh in, although I normal smoke my way there so that'll be weird!
I guess I've proved to myself that I can do anything I want once I have the drove and determination to get there. It's kinda like finding something you'd lost for a long time and then out of nowhere it shows up!!!
I'm a confident person but was a bit uncertain about myself if you know what I mean. Now there's no stopping me!!!!!!'
Yay to the new me!!!
Ask xxx
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
Down another 4lbs ladies!! I'm 14 stone 13! I never thought id be happy to see that lol!!!
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
Well it's day 1 week 5! Feeling a bit grumpy cos I didn't get enough sleep. I can't get asleep for hours after getting to bed, so by time I have to get up, I can't!
On the upside it's another glorious day here in Dublin, the sun is splitting the trees and I'm hoping its going to stay for the weekend!! I'm delighted from my loss last night, but every so often I get this pang of shame for how did I let myself get that size in the first place? I'm only short so the slightest bit of weight on me and you can see it. I feel like I'm never going to get to 12.7 stone. The ultimate aim is to be 11 stone and I'll stick with that and maintain!!
Also made an adult decision not to go too wild when I'm on holidays so I don't do too much damage, but there's food everywhere on a cruise!!!
I just need to be prepared for every eventuality I guess. Sure it's 5 weeks away, anything can happen in 5 weeks!!!!!
Meeting one of my friends for tea tonight, I can't wait, I haven't seen her in ages! Shes on slimming world, and is doing fantastic on it!!! It didn't work for me cos I was in such a bad food place, I needed something this drastic to shift the pounds!
Anyway that's enough of my ramblings for this morning. I will catch up with you all later
Hope y'all have a terrific Thursday?!!!!
Ask xxxx
On the upside it's another glorious day here in Dublin, the sun is splitting the trees and I'm hoping its going to stay for the weekend!! I'm delighted from my loss last night, but every so often I get this pang of shame for how did I let myself get that size in the first place? I'm only short so the slightest bit of weight on me and you can see it. I feel like I'm never going to get to 12.7 stone. The ultimate aim is to be 11 stone and I'll stick with that and maintain!!
Also made an adult decision not to go too wild when I'm on holidays so I don't do too much damage, but there's food everywhere on a cruise!!!
I just need to be prepared for every eventuality I guess. Sure it's 5 weeks away, anything can happen in 5 weeks!!!!!
Meeting one of my friends for tea tonight, I can't wait, I haven't seen her in ages! Shes on slimming world, and is doing fantastic on it!!! It didn't work for me cos I was in such a bad food place, I needed something this drastic to shift the pounds!
Anyway that's enough of my ramblings for this morning. I will catch up with you all later
Hope y'all have a terrific Thursday?!!!!
Ask xxxx
LadyT
Tough But Sexy X
Hey lovely, I am a bad sleeper too my mind quite often refuses to switch off which means I am shattered in the mornings. I am a creature of habit though so if I go to bed any later than usual that throws me off kilter.
It wont be long before you are at 12st 7! In the next 5 weeks yoiu should be able to lose at least a stone if you are 100%, just imagine how different you will look on your holiday snaps. The cruise is going to be a challenge, being a fellow cruiser I know only to well the temptations that you will be faced with, food 24/7 literally! It will all depend on your choices as to how you do, but its a planned lapse you will soon get back on it when you return.
Its lovely your friend is doing well at SW, I struggled with that diet myself unlimited food to me means eat evertything whether you are hungry or not lol
Have a fab day xx
It wont be long before you are at 12st 7! In the next 5 weeks yoiu should be able to lose at least a stone if you are 100%, just imagine how different you will look on your holiday snaps. The cruise is going to be a challenge, being a fellow cruiser I know only to well the temptations that you will be faced with, food 24/7 literally! It will all depend on your choices as to how you do, but its a planned lapse you will soon get back on it when you return.
Its lovely your friend is doing well at SW, I struggled with that diet myself unlimited food to me means eat evertything whether you are hungry or not lol
Have a fab day xx
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
Well today wasn't so bad but the afternoon was tough. So glad we now have 4 days off from work. Yay!!!
Had my first shake at 1130 then my second at 430 and just had chilli con Carne it's getting even more disgusting every time I eat it.
As usual I have the evening horrors but theyll pass soon.
Got a lovely summer dress, flip flops, and cardi in new look!! That's cheered me cos I bought a size 16 yay!!!!!
How everyone's day went well
Ask xxx
Had my first shake at 1130 then my second at 430 and just had chilli con Carne it's getting even more disgusting every time I eat it.
As usual I have the evening horrors but theyll pass soon.
Got a lovely summer dress, flip flops, and cardi in new look!! That's cheered me cos I bought a size 16 yay!!!!!
How everyone's day went well
Ask xxx
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
good morning beautiful ladies!
Im off work today which is marvellous
woke up feeling bit queasy again, im even thinking about just stopping taking the no smoking tablets cos theyre making me feel so bad
had a wonderful nights sleep, but feel i could do with more if that makes sense.
Just had a lovely bar for my brekkie and that should take me up till 12. Off to get my hair done at 11 wooohooo im being extra good to myself cos im off the smokes. on the upside, im not replacing it with food which is great!!!!!!
inwardly panicking that im going to be a heffer on the cruise. still have that grawing feeling of guilt about getting so heavly in the first place, and if i hadnt gotten that size id be skinny by now!!!
I guess theres nobody a worse critic than yourself!
Im going to be surrounded by food for the next 2 days. Hubbiw is doing a half marathon with my friends boyfriend, and they will be loading up on carbs that really makes me sad. At least i couldve gone out for a smoke if it got too much, like what am i going to do now??????
Im just going to have all my wonderful powdery treats with me and hopefully they will do the trick.
Hubbie knows how much effort im putting in, and really doesnt want me to fall off the wagon.
(probably cos he cant cope with anymore whinging from me lol)
in saying all that, i havent been in bad moods or anything, just a bit snippy and thats to be expected.
Shopping is my outlet so thats keeping me occupied for te time being lol An expensive habit!!!
Weathers not as nice as it has been for the past few days, but im hoping it will pick up soon.
Either way im delighted to have a da off, and im one day closer to my goal YAY!!!
Hope ya'll have a lovlely day, because youre lovely
ask xxxx
Im off work today which is marvellous
woke up feeling bit queasy again, im even thinking about just stopping taking the no smoking tablets cos theyre making me feel so bad had a wonderful nights sleep, but feel i could do with more if that makes sense.
Just had a lovely bar for my brekkie and that should take me up till 12. Off to get my hair done at 11 wooohooo im being extra good to myself cos im off the smokes. on the upside, im not replacing it with food which is great!!!!!!
inwardly panicking that im going to be a heffer on the cruise. still have that grawing feeling of guilt about getting so heavly in the first place, and if i hadnt gotten that size id be skinny by now!!!
I guess theres nobody a worse critic than yourself!
Im going to be surrounded by food for the next 2 days. Hubbiw is doing a half marathon with my friends boyfriend, and they will be loading up on carbs
that really makes me sad. At least i couldve gone out for a smoke if it got too much, like what am i going to do now??????Im just going to have all my wonderful powdery treats with me and hopefully they will do the trick.
Hubbie knows how much effort im putting in, and really doesnt want me to fall off the wagon.
(probably cos he cant cope with anymore whinging from me lol)
in saying all that, i havent been in bad moods or anything, just a bit snippy and thats to be expected.
Shopping is my outlet so thats keeping me occupied for te time being lol An expensive habit!!!
Weathers not as nice as it has been for the past few days, but im hoping it will pick up soon.
Either way im delighted to have a da off, and im one day closer to my goal YAY!!!
Hope ya'll have a lovlely day, because youre lovely
ask xxxx
Clarabow
Silver Member
Well done on the weight loss and keeping strong with the smoke free lifestyle. Dont be so hard on yourself for gaining the weight in the first place. It often is the only way we have to us at the time to cope and now we are looking forward to developing better ways of looking after ourselves.
Keep the faith x
Keep the faith x
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
I'm in my friends and all I can smell is lasagne and it's delicious.
I'm feeling weak
I'm feeling weak
Iveabigask
Skelator Here I come
I couldn't cope.... I ate....
