Aww hun im made up for you well done! xx
Thats brilliant news, well done chic, was so funny reading that about the alcohol as mine was the same today!! hehe! you only live once ay! x
Thats actually really funny you should say that cus i always used to find that! i think its cus i dont eat much if i know im guna drink weeiirrdd!
I hate feeling bloated when I drink tho anyways!! I have ANOTHER night out tomoz!! oh deaaarrr, avoidance of the burger van round 2!! xxx
Thankyou!!! I have finally been made a proper member on here also so I can now read your diary and its super motivating, your so determined, very inspiring! xxx
Yesterday I saw a friend I haven't seen in a while, she moved back down for university she's one of my best friends, however she didn't say anything about my weight loss like "you look good" or anything so that put me in a bit of a down mood as none of my friends have said ANYTHING, then I told her I am loosing about a pound a week and she just said " oh is that it, i can loose 2 pounds in a day" bare in mind she is really skinny! It just really upsets me like nobody noticing or saying congrats and keep it up, makes me wonder if there is any point or if i am just imagining i am loosing weight as silly as that sounds, it upset me to the point where I went home and tried to make myself sick. I feel disgusting and fat, I just want to look better and it isn't happening and no one can tell I have lost any weight makes me think that its never going to happen and I will stay the way I look forever which really depresses me! Sorry for the rant but had to let it out and I cant tell my friends as they don't understand
How could she not tell !!! Your doing so well! This is really strange, maybe she is just jelous! I hadnt seen some family in the 6 - 7 week stage of my diet and alot of them noticed and i had lost around a stone!
Please dont be going home and making yourself sick Jade!! Its really not worth it! Think of all the effort you have put in, and your resorting to that because of a friend? Have you been measuring yourself aswel (Hips/Legs/Arms) As I only lost 0.3 of a lb this week! And I always measure myself the day of weigh in, just to see if I have lost any more, and I had lost hal a inch on my legs and a inch on my hips! So that made me feel alot better about myself!
Please let us all know how you are.
xxxrincess:xxx
Jade, you really have done so so well. It does sound to me like this "friend" of yours is jealous. Sometimes it doesn't matter how skinny people are when other people lose weight and look great they don'y like it. It doesn't sound to me like this person is a true friend. Do not let her or anybody get you down, just concentrate on what you have been doing and I bet you look amazing!! Im quite an arty farty person! I have a book where I right down thoughts, stick pics and diets etc and also keep my food diary. I find it really helps, maybe you could do something like this and write down all the reasons you are doing what you are, that way you can look back on it if you ever feel its pointless! Stay positive and Keep smiling my lovely! Hope i have been of some help! Xx