janey6983
Full Member
Hi all,
Had an OK weekend, ish, I had a red day on Friday as Works BBQ although I did eat alot of food I have tried to syn it and have allowed 25 syns for the lot, I also went out for a carvery for dads birthday Sunday. I was careful but I suppose I am so paranoid about eating too much. I really need to have a decent weight loss this week after only loosing 1lb last week, but hey who knows if the scales will be kind!
I'm gonna do the next two days on free and HE only so I hope that helps as WI tomorrow night. Isn't it mad how much depends on the number on those scales, if it's a good loss I'll be in a good mood for most of the week, but if it's not so good I'll be in a foul temper and will struggle to keep with it.
I have to keep reminding myself why I'm doing this! I'm doing this to save my life first and foremost. If I don't do this, I will in all likelyhood, not be around to collect my pension! I'm doing this as I want to feel thin, I've never been thin and I want it sooo much, I want to be the pretty thin girl instead of the fat and frumpy one.
Anywho enough of my ramblingsxx
Had an OK weekend, ish, I had a red day on Friday as Works BBQ although I did eat alot of food I have tried to syn it and have allowed 25 syns for the lot, I also went out for a carvery for dads birthday Sunday. I was careful but I suppose I am so paranoid about eating too much. I really need to have a decent weight loss this week after only loosing 1lb last week, but hey who knows if the scales will be kind!
I'm gonna do the next two days on free and HE only so I hope that helps as WI tomorrow night. Isn't it mad how much depends on the number on those scales, if it's a good loss I'll be in a good mood for most of the week, but if it's not so good I'll be in a foul temper and will struggle to keep with it.
I have to keep reminding myself why I'm doing this! I'm doing this to save my life first and foremost. If I don't do this, I will in all likelyhood, not be around to collect my pension! I'm doing this as I want to feel thin, I've never been thin and I want it sooo much, I want to be the pretty thin girl instead of the fat and frumpy one.
Anywho enough of my ramblingsxx