evening alll !!!!!!! ive had a rubbish day today ,it's TOTM and i just feel really irrational ,tears for no reason my other half said when i got home from work i was like a bomb waiting to go off ,so he made a brew gave a kiss and a few hug's and said calm down and made me laff ....
ive finally got my laptop bak with a new motherboard so im glad i wasnt to blame !!!
and i was that hungry tonight and i said something that i hadnt thought about in ages that i needed a big bag of chocolate ,instead i bought a chicken from iceland already cooked because i was hungry ,i dont think personally it was the leanest of chicken with the way it was cooked but at least it kept me away from the choc ,im still thinking about this and i know we have loads in but it's not mine lol so i need to be good let's c if my diet coke fix does the job !!!!!
and another thing that got me in tears when i was home from work ... my mum is moving into a small flat which is great but with being bak at work im unable to help her and i feel so so bad about this ,i want to help but im unable to coz im knacked and she said something on the phone to me that sounded to me that i should feel giuilty for not helping (but i know she didnt mean it that way )but my irrational mind thought different , so i put the phone down and sobbed for a bit ,feeling a bit silly when OH got home ah well !!!