You can do this Jo-Jo. You have done it before, you can do it again. Once you get on the wagon you will find that it isn't as bad as you think. It is just a case of hopping of the trail you have been on. I know I can talk, I hop on and off constantly, but we always find our way back. As long as you try to be healthier more than you are naughty, then you are on the right path. Losing weight is a health thing first, think of your insides crying out for a detox, an influx of fruit and veg and all good homemade things. My insides cry all the time!!!
Good luck and we are all here for you to pat you on the back when you do good and to help you back on your feet when you fall down. xxx