Hey lovely, really good to hear from you.Your little man is sooooooo gorgeous.
I'm so sorry that the start has been a bit rubbish for you, it is very true that it does become easier, just take one day at a time. Your pics show how happy you and hubby are.
I'm struggling with feeling guilty towards my oldest kids (my 3 year old is really out of sorts). I know it's still early days and it won't be like this forever, give it a week and it'll be like she's always been here for them, but my god I feel guilty.
if it's any consolation I would love to post on here more often, but at the moment I'm lucky if I get a shower by 2pm. As you know I now have five and I still struggle at times. Just go with it, your doing a fab job, Joshua is gorgeous and looks so content and that's down to you being a fab mummy. X