haha, don't go mad haha! You can do it, you have a really great plan and you go to group too, it's good that you stay as that's what you need! I may think about joining as I get closer to goal so that I have support for maintaining as that's where I've gone wrong in the past, I really want to keep it off this time, if you keep an eye on weight once at goal and eat healthy most of the time, I'm sure it's maintainable, I never managed it sadly, I've done well and lost about 3 times in my life now and each time, just gone back to old ways.