Day 17
Well last night was a tester , he had been in miserable mood all day and was really starting to annoy me. I knew it was cause he was on diet he sulks haha. After a day of seeing his miserable face I was shattered Comr tea time, I heard hill say to our daughter daddy wants a Indian . I was like mmmm this is my face food by the way . Our local Indian do the best korma ever. Sat there thinking about it for a good few hours haha, even working out syns and telling myself if I have no syns for 3 days will it be ok. it was now 8.30,all of a sudden I was like sod it im going in kitchen do myself some tea. I did chicken pasta followed by a kit Kat.
He ended up at the pizza shop and came back and had some beers aswell. Iv learnt something from this at times when you feel like this grab something quick and it takes the thorts away. As soon as you have eaten it doesn't bother you at all because your not hungry.
Looks like I'm back on it alone , not really bothered tho makes life a lot easier and don't have to put up with him sulking.
So happy me today , today's plan
Breakfast - bannana
Dinner - if out jacket with beans if in prob mug shot
Tea/ lamb shank in mint gravey 4.5 potatoes mash HEX a roasts 1.5 brock,cauli,carrots
HEX b alpen
Syns
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