Warning - long post alert .
This is for me really, did a lot of thinking yesterday as to why I wasn't more dissapointed with another STS ? Any other plan and I would be throwing in the towel as I would be thinking whats the point this is all too slow, I know that to be true because I have done it so many times. The answer I found was that I actually enjoy Juddd, for the first time in years the scale is not slowly increasing with me trying to ignore the fact that my dress size was creeping up, my weight is decreasing but more importantly to me so is my size. I could quite happily go to the beach today in my shorts and feel good about myself, I don't panic as to what I am going to wear if OH suggests a night out, neither do I panic because 'it will upset my diet plans' as this is no longer true. In the past I have said can we wait till I have finished my diet, if my OH suggested a meal out etc thats no way to live your life.
To me Juddd is not a diet its a way of eating and more importantly its a way of eating that I enjoy, I am not waiting for the diet to end as I think I will always Juddd to some extent to maintain, and I say maintain because I know I will get to goal. At my current rate I may be close at Christmas if so fantastic if not sometime after, but I don't actually care when I get there, I know I will continue with this way of eating and my excess pounds will fall away at their own rate, as long as the scales don't show a gain then I am happy. Juddd makes your body lose fat not muscle or water and that fact actually shows on me I love that.
I would love for more people to find the joy in Juddd that I have and I do try to spread the word but at the end of the day I will carry on Juddding even if I am the last one here, have been on this forum when just me and Karen were following, I don't mind talking to myself lol
So in short, I wasn't dissapointed in a STS for many reasons and all of them good, I had lots of NSV s this week, I enjoyed my UP days I even enjoyed my DD s, last weekend consisted of Burgers and Gu puds and I didn't gain a pound or have to feel guilty for it. I am having a takeaway tonight too and don't feel guilty about that either, all that and I have thrown out my larger size 14 jeans and am wearing my small size 14 jeans, a little snug, but not for long, yep I am one Happy Bunny x