Ooopsie, not been on here for a few days!
Got through my 'Mother’s Day' weekend away in hotel, Phew! I know it sounds ungrateful but I was really dreading it as it was all about food and shopping – shopping I don’t mind!
First day spent shopping in Bath ...lovely! Sun shining and lots of shopping lol! So first night in hotel mum went down to the restaurant (there were some people she knew, so not on her own) for evening meal while I had my soup in the room, so not so bad. Howeber I was shcoked at my feelings of anger, …felt deprived! I seriously gave myself a good talking too, I mean I wasn’t hungry or anything and I hadn’t even paid for the weekend so it wasn’t the fact I had paid for the food. Maybe it was because I was looking at it as ‘free food’ and missing out. I don’t know. Nothing better than free food, like when you’re on holiday all inclusive. You feel like you have to constantly stuff your face because in your mind its free…..well it is in my mind lol.
The following morning I stayed in my room while Mum went for cooked breakfast (which is my favourite) and still felt a little deprived, but not as bad as the night before.
The biggest test I knew would be the Mother’s Day meal, I was not looking forward to that I can tell you!!! In a restaurant while others tucked into a lovely 3 course meal, I mean how scary! But I asked for hot water and a bowl and promptly sat there mixing my soup lol. It certainly made topic for conversation I can tell you! My mum couldnt believe I had abstained from food all weekend, so much so she’s going to be joining LL as soon as she can hahahaha.
I hope this doesn’t sound like I’m full of myself, but I feel quite proud that I didn’t eat a morsel of normal food, it just proves you dont always need what you eat!…I’d better have a bloomin good weight loss Wednesday lol.
My clothes are feeling a lot looser ALREADY, which is an incentive in itself.
Right off to catch-up with all your diaries, can’t wait to read them and hope your all ok.