well, how hopeless am i. gave friend a lift to the pub yesterday and well that was it, I was still there until 1.30 this mornin. I was kinda good though, just drank pints of shandy, lager and soda water and am going out again today. have felt so guilty about being out and struggled with my conscience but have decided its bank holiday weekend and just want to have a good time and pointless tearing myself up about it. Good thing is that i didn't raid the fridge when i got in! so hardly had anything to eat yesterday and probs won't today. Only thing I can hope is that I stay the same at WI tomorro, which is okay, but really hope this doesn't make me put weight on