summerbear2013
Gold Member
Good evening I am now headache free bizarrely. Had another litter tonight since I got home from candle party ( where let me tell u every candle smelt edible mmmm) and some codeine it's gone pretty quickly. Have had three litres but am one shake down again so am still within water limits. I am obsessed with the water thing now and my app is broke which is really annoying me. It reminds me of when I worked nights I became obsessed with how many hours I sleep on my break then when I got home and I was always adding it up. I am doing that now with the water lol. But if I don't do that I will only manage a litre I know. I find it beyond mad and am sure Nat will agree that some people are drinking like 5-6 litres a day FFs. Now I a, up all night peeing even when not on is diet and it's worse at the minute so god knows how I would be if I drank all that in a day. Anyway onto more important issues. I am not sure why I am doing this but I am only having two shakes a day plus my ss+ meal. I think it's cos I want the rapid weight loss of ss but feel I need that tiny meal to make me feel normal still. I have my first shake at about 1pm and then my scrambled eggs at 6pm and another shake about 8ish but by the time I have fitted all the water in too making sure I cover the amount from the missed shape the thought of having anything else makes me think blurgh. Am a bit worried that when I all of a sudden feel I do need that third shake of the day my body won't know why I am giving it extra calories all of a sudden. I am an all or nothing I think with food I literally eat like a pig or am a complete restrictive control freak and I need to along this journey find the middle ground somewhere.
Anyway I am off to caravan tomorrow and will no doubt about 9 wees on the way there again lol but I intend to do some walking after work come rain or shine n it will probably be rain so what I may do is have a third shake on the days I walk a fair few miles. I haven't had any mousse bars or water flavourings yet as I wanna give the first week it's best shot. I will weigh myself in morning then have no scales until Monday morning for official WI so will be a shock to system for me as some of u may know lol. And as spangle says u can WI each day so I do lol.
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Anyway I am off to caravan tomorrow and will no doubt about 9 wees on the way there again lol but I intend to do some walking after work come rain or shine n it will probably be rain so what I may do is have a third shake on the days I walk a fair few miles. I haven't had any mousse bars or water flavourings yet as I wanna give the first week it's best shot. I will weigh myself in morning then have no scales until Monday morning for official WI so will be a shock to system for me as some of u may know lol. And as spangle says u can WI each day so I do lol.
Xxx
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