Afternoon everyone :wavey:,
Hope your all well. An update from me. Unfortunately last night I had a rough night and didn't sleep too well
. Typical that my back pain kicks off a day before I'm ment to start work :sigh:. I've had some time to think things over. I don't know why but because I've had such a long gap since I was last working, I'm feeling a bit anxious and nervous. It's not the mental challenge ahead that I'm worried about, I know my capabilities and I know I will do the job well, its my health and the physical side
. When I'm at home, I know I can lie down and rest my back if it's hurting, I won't be able to do that at work, I'll just have to take pain killers if I'm in pain
. I know some of you might be thinking, why did she say yes then, well I haven't fully committed, I did say after the 2 days work trial, I will give my answer. My uncle phoned me today just to check if I'm all set for starting tomorrow, he said I can let him know my decision by Saturday. That's good because I thought he wanted an answer after 2 days, it gives me more time, I really need that time to think things through in my head, both the positives and the negatives of committing to full time work.
I have decided to take tomorrow off the challenge, as its my first day at work and I think I want to give my job my full attention, can't be so focused on the plan
. I don't know why but I am stressing out about the job right now and I feel this week I just need some time off mins to myself. I won't be gone too long, I hope to be back on Saturday. I will update all the threads on my return
. I am going to group on Wednesday evening (tomorrow) for my weigh in, after work. I will let you all know how I got on on Saturday when I'm back. I will be continuing with the Soup challenge this week even though I won't be posting until the weekend. I'm also going to go and see my Aunt on Friday, have missed her lots and need to check she's doing ok
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I hope you all have a fab week ahead, and I hope to catch up with you all soon
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Hugs Kay xx
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