so life has been pretty mean. My Dad died 2 weeks ago today. I have spent the last 8 weeks driving up and down the country, eating takeaways and junk and lots of comfort food. I have put on 13lbs which is not ideal and today is the first day I have been able to leave the house and go to the shop. So, the first step in the right direction. I have just come back with lots of fruit and veg and low fat and diet food. My plan is to eat healthily. Not very strict, just things I want to eat but things that are better for me. Cut all takeaway out and home cook everything. I don't think Im going to calorie count straight away as I need to get used to eating less and I know that right now, less than I was eating, will still be over my CC limit but I don't want to be deterred.
So I am aiming for a slow reintroduction, bringing the exercise back in and then hopefully I'll be able to refocus, going back to CC'ing or shakes in a couple weeks.
I was supposed to be going to Cuba 3 days after my Dad died but we were able to move the holiday to May so I have a new goal. Would like to undo the damage by then, I was very happy in the high 15s.