LeaE said:I'm cool Sharon I have wrote my note and either he sorts it out or I will be alone as I'm not scared of being single infact I quite like it tbh I know that sounds cold hearted but I function well on my own always have and I handle the chores and kids quite well so I will be fine one way or another x
And yes I'm happy with the 4lbs loss too just abit of an uphill struggle when u have as much as me to lose but I'm hanging in there x after today I'm doing a week no bars as an experiment to see if it slows my weight loss 4lbs this week so seeing if it's more next week with just shakes as I have heard rumour that it does so we will see x x my sister brought round a few jeans and tops today size 18 and they fit so happy to say I can from now buy a size 18 not that I'm going to as I really don't want to be in them much lol bit optimistic of me I feel but we all gotta have a goal and no one would do anything if it wasn't for dreams x
Bit of good news actually x my psyco childminding neighbour who has done petty digs at me for 3 years finally got her 1st harassment order on her today ! Not that that's anything to do with this diet but thought it was relevant to my diary as it lifted my mood alot which means for the next 6 months she's on probation so to speak x all my other neighbours are lovely she's just odd and it's nice that she has been finally muzzled x made a pact with myself as well after today I'm not having any negativeness this week either a truly positive week x
LeaE said:My CDC is in Bramley so if u want her number just say but vardeys CDC sounds more convenient x and thank you for taking the time to read my diary and im sorry if I sound an awful moody cow it's just my diary gets all my worse moments I'm afraid lol x just finished cleaning my upstairs and my house totally sparkles x and I now have the pleasure of just sitting in it and yes I find that pleasurable x and yes the stupid neighbour does deserve it but still hasn't stopped her standing at the window waving and flagging me off mmmmmmm she's in her early 40s as well v mature x
Well I'm going to bath the kids and dogs then chill so spk soon x and thank u everyone for today yr an amazing set of ppl thank u x
LeaE said:Hello positive week x well this morning I'm feeling good and for the first time on this diet I feel smaller x not alot and not because of the clothes but I feel smaller x no one has really noticed yet but that's prob because I am so big but all in all I feel good about it today x I'm back at work tonight for a night shift so I haven't had my morning shake as I am waiting until later x all my house is clean as well so I think that helps the mind set x my bf read his not last night but hasn't said a thing about it but I am not concentrating on that I'm just going to wait and see if he sorts his self out x I'm going back to bed for a few hours not as I have stomach ache and I have nights tonight x
LeaE said:Ahh it's 4.25 am and I'm bored tired and I want to go home but stuck here till half 7 and still got the morning duties to do x only had 2 shakes today and I need another I suppose but not really fussed x tonight been quite which I'm not sure is a good thing as time goes by so slowly !!! I have read loads of diaries and looked at all the inspiration photos and I'm feeling like a spoilt brat as I want to be in that position right now !
Not many guys on this diet though are there I have only seen 2 on this site so far x yawn yawn yawn I'm tired I'm gunna go and make this stupid last shake x wish I was 3 or more months into this diet x mmmm and realise my 4at 7 lbs is unrealistic for the wedding on the 1st of June sad times x