LeaE's Jelly Wobble

[ChristyT]

Well today's been ok but v productive x like I said I have built the wardrobe had my tea and while the bf and kids watched tv I gutted the kids room and I mean sorted through and cleaned from wall to ceiling and put up the last two shelves x the bathroom is mine tomorrow plus a couple of tip runs ! This two week off somehow isn't much if a rest !
Period has lightened up a bit and I don't think it will turn out to be horrific like my last and I'm much less bloated than yesterday x weather here been rubbish so no washing done
I'm on here so late because I'm stressed to the max I have 2 k to sort out for the solicitors before October I'm worrying about my daughter and court and I didn't even realise I was x I handle stress pretty well in terms of I don't get emotional I don't even realise I'm stressed until I come to bed because I'm always too busy but just come to bed and bang I feel anxious and uneasy and worried and I just can't stop thinking about it all so here I am on minis !!!!! Well off to catch up on diaries !!

Sounds like we have even more in common - I handle stress in exactly the same way - hence why I'm still up!!

You are recognising you're stressed which is a big positive believe it or not. No doubt you are talking through your anxieties with your solicitor (I work for a big national firm), they will be able to help put your mind at rest - although money anxiety is hard i know. You are an amazing, resourceful young woman. You will get past this hard time soon and be a lot stronger for it. I'm here if you need a shoulder xxx

 

[LeaE]

Sounds like we have even more in common - I handle stress in exactly the same way - hence why I'm still up!!

You are recognising you're stressed which is a big positive believe it or not. No doubt you are talking through your anxieties with your solicitor (I work for a big national firm), they will be able to help put your mind at rest - although money anxiety is hard i know. You are an amazing, resourceful young woman. You will get past this hard time soon and be a lot stronger for it. I'm here if you need a shoulder xxx

Omg how weird is that yr like me reincarnated lol weirdly it's quite comforting cheers x how's u today I'm shattered late night early morning not good but oh well xxx

 

[ChristyT]

Omg how weird is that yr like me reincarnated lol weirdly it's quite comforting cheers x how's u today I'm shattered late night early morning not good but oh well xxx

I'm ok, feeling good in myself and had loads of compliments this morning about weight loss. Feeling a bit low and mad at myself for being such a push over with date guy...I should have been stronger and told him to do one because I know what he's after. Still, I won't be so easily led next time x

 

[therealbbe]

Morning lea!!! Hope ya ok sweetie been lovely catching up just like when you have t seen a very old but close friend for a while and good catch up!!! I have been busy was on tv of course (will sign autographs for you later - when slimmer) lol then out yesterday well woke up about 11.20 today was complete shattered as I didn't get back from studios till about 3am then up for chesington at 8!!! Ohhhhh well loved it all
Thinking of you during this stressful time
Love an huggggggzzzzz ?????

 

[LeaE]

I'm ok, feeling good in myself and had loads of compliments this morning about weight loss. Feeling a bit low and mad at myself for being such a push over with date guy...I should have been stronger and told him to do one because I know what he's after. Still, I won't be so easily led next time x

Eerrrhhhhh the date I know about or another one xxxxxx enjoy yr dating lass and be fearless don't hold back and don't change for anyone x it's fun and keep it light I loved my dating period x

 

[LeaE]

Morning lea!!! Hope ya ok sweetie been lovely catching up just like when you have t seen a very old but close friend for a while and good catch up!!! I have been busy was on tv of course (will sign autographs for you later - when slimmer) lol then out yesterday well woke up about 11.20 today was complete shattered as I didn't get back from studios till about 3am then up for chesington at 8!!! Ohhhhh well loved it all
Thinking of you during this stressful time
Love an huggggggzzzzz ?????

Omg do spill why were u on tv when's it aired I want to see x so proud of u Hun x coming backs hard but u have done fab x pls dont go again we promised right at the start to stick this out right till the bitter end and my part of that promise I will stand by x I really missed yr fairy dust please sprinkle plenty on sat night sun morning I need it x those blooming 12s I just don't feel like I'm allowed to get into them it's a mental block to me ! God help me when it gets any lower x may need yr help x

 

[therealbbe]

Omg do spill why were u on tv when's it aired I want to see x so proud of u Hun x coming backs hard but u have done fab x pls dont go again we promised right at the start to stick this out right till the bitter end and my part of that promise I will stand by x I really missed yr fairy dust please sprinkle plenty on sat night sun morning I need it x those blooming 12s I just don't feel like I'm allowed to get into them it's a mental block to me ! God help me when it gets any lower x may need yr help x

Hahahahaha have already been on tele. Big brothers bit on the side live Monday night with Emma willis etc!!!! Awwwwwww sweetie I am sorry I really am. I have wrote a big post on my page now as I didn't want to fill anyone else's page!! Lea I never wanted to give up. It wasn't like how others have been for me it was so different but I promise I will try and work hard and make sure we get this together I promise you I will stand by this till the end "pinky swear" xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[LeaE]

Hahahahaha have already been on tele. Big brothers bit on the side live Monday night with Emma willis etc!!!! Awwwwwww sweetie I am sorry I really am. I have wrote a big post on my page now as I didn't want to fill anyone else's page!! Lea I never wanted to give up. It wasn't like how others have been for me it was so different but I promise I will try and work hard and make sure we get this together I promise you I will stand by this till the end "pinky swear" xxxxxxxxxxx

Ha ha me and my kids do pinky promise lol it's not the give up on cd but promise even if we mess up we still post x and as always u can post whatever u want on my page x infact I insist x

 

[therealbbe]

Ha ha me and my kids do pinky promise lol it's not the give up on cd but promise even if we mess up we still post x and as always u can post whatever u want on my page x infact I insist x

Heheheheh me an my kids do as well!! I know I won't mess up it will only be if I can't afford it again so I need to make I keep working. Thanks lea you might regret saying that about posting whatever xxx

 

[Little_Ali]

Hey hun, I've just caught up. Been manic at work. Come October will you have a definite answer as to what's happening with your daughter. Really hope everything goes your way hun.

 

[demonp]

Good god not long to go then x it's selfish but I will really really miss u x x spesh thinking that could be less than 3 weeks away cry sob x

Im not going anywhere until you get to target too-we started together and will finish together. Now that Sharon is back with her fairy dust you will be there in no time. The fact that you are sticking with it whilst going through all this Poo just shows how strong you are and how far you have come. So proud of you. X

 

[demonp]

Not nosey at all sweetie! I'm trying juddd for a week or 2. It's an alternate day fast which involves eating 500 cals one day and around 2000 cals the next day. The losses are not like a vlcd but still really good. They average at around 2-3lbs a week which is pretty good. I will see if it works and I'm doing it properly with no cheating so fingers crossed! My diary is in the members section if you want to have a browse please feel free to but be warned there will be food pics (only one right now)!

Oh that's what i want to do when i reach target but just 2 days a week. How have you been finding it? Any advice?

 

[therealbbe]

Im not going anywhere until you get to target too-we started together and will finish together. Now that Sharon is back with her fairy dust you will be there in no time. The fact that you are sticking with it whilst going through all this Poo just shows how strong you are and how far you have come. So proud of you. X

Awwwwww pip I have mountains of fairy dust just been waiting to use so sorry i shied away from talking but hopefully weigh in Friday will show I haven't gone mental off track etc if I have gained half stone in 3 months I will be ok with it this is just my journey continuing xxxx

 

[Faith_111]

Oh that's what i want to do when i reach target but just 2 days a week. How have you been finding it? Any advice?

Hiya! I'm finding it ok so far although I do get hungry! I think it helps knowing I can eat pretty much what I want the following day. I haven't weighed myself yet but if I find the losses are good then I will stick to it otherwise I will move back onto a vlcd. I've decided to give myself 2 weeks on the plan. I think it's excellent for maintenance especially with all the health benefits associated with it. If I don't carry on with the diet after 2 weeks I will definitely use it to maintain. I think 2 days a week is great for maintaining x

 

[ninajw83]

Finally it's my holidays whhooooppp xc lol and thank u love yes I'm v happy with the 6 stone total just fixing on them 12s now how are u anyways ?

Hope you're having a lovely break away from work and enjoying your family time I'm very well thanks, hit 60lbs today so halfway to my first major goal eeek its very exciting!!!!

 

[demonp]

Awwwwww pip I have mountains of fairy dust just been waiting to use so sorry i shied away from talking but hopefully weigh in Friday will show I haven't gone mental off track etc if I have gained half stone in 3 months I will be ok with it this is just my journey continuing xxxx

It's lovely to have you back-have missed you and your fairy dust! So impressed that you have re started. I know you will smash it! X

 

[demonp]

Hiya! I'm finding it ok so far although I do get hungry! I think it helps knowing I can eat pretty much what I want the following day. I haven't weighed myself yet but if I find the losses are good then I will stick to it otherwise I will move back onto a vlcd. I've decided to give myself 2 weeks on the plan. I think it's excellent for maintenance especially with all the health benefits associated with it. If I don't carry on with the diet after 2 weeks I will definitely use it to maintain. I think 2 days a week is great for maintaining x

Cool. Will have a look at your diary when i get a chance for more inspiration. Thought on my 2 days i might use my slim and save products-they will equate to about 500 cals. X

 

[therealbbe]

It's lovely to have you back-have missed you and your fairy dust! So impressed that you have re started. I know you will smash it! X

Awwww thanks love I prefer to say not restarted just continuing the joubey xxx

 

[LeaE]

Hey hun, I've just caught up. Been manic at work. Come October will you have a definite answer as to what's happening with your daughter. Really hope everything goes your way hun.

No thats the thing they either suspend the application and I will have 12 months off then it could all go back to court or they say he can continue with supervised contact and I will have to quit work so I get legal aid ! I have never not had a job so that will kill me x it's all up in the air and my life hangs in the balance until October and all along I have to be in fear of my 5 yr olds welfare ! Such fun ! But what doesn't kill u makes u stronger x

 

[LeaE]

Im not going anywhere until you get to target too-we started together and will finish together. Now that Sharon is back with her fairy dust you will be there in no time. The fact that you are sticking with it whilst going through all this Poo just shows how strong you are and how far you have come. So proud of you. X

Really ! But it's going to take me ages after yr done x it's odd because I will be sad to be at goal because then I lose all u guys ! How pathetic is that x