Hi everyone! not sure if anyone is still subscribed to my diary so i have a fear i'm going to be chatting to myself lol. I have been AWOL the past few months.... life has been busy! met some new friends, trying to get myself better mentally, got 2 jobs now, still on SW and now i'm in the 13 stone bracket after battling the 14's for nearly a year
I've had good weeks and bad weeks, but the main thing is i'm on the right road.. feeling much better bout myself now. I have been diagnosed with bi polar disorder. It was something that had never crossed my mind until my GP mentioned it. It hit me hard and i found it pretty hard to deal with in the first few weeks, i now have counselling sessions every week.
Still with Ryan and very happy too, we've been discussing our future together a lot recently (marriage, children, moving out etc) so it's all very exciting! He is off to Canada for 2 weeks to see his relatives who live over there on Monday, be the longest time we've spent apart since 2009 so that sucks a little... be back in no time though
So back to SW, i am now 13st12 which i'm very happy about seeing as looking at my statistics i was 14st3 last time i posted on here
I have also changed my target weight to 12st11 now... I will see how I feel when I get there, if i don't feel happy I will lower it again.
Anyway, enough rambling on.. I'm back now! xxxx