I have a huge goal i want to be between 10/12 stone by the time i am 50 ,in 2012 got about 10 stone to loose so needs lots of support.
I know my husband doesn't know how much i weigh if he did he would have a heart attack just worrying about me. I know he loves me and we have been married for 25 years he just wants me to last another 25 at least !
I want that too I know people who have never had a weight problem don't understand , i know they just think its a matter of stop eating, I know they judge me but they are the people who don't matter to me they are not my friends or family .My family and friends don't judge me!they just accept me.
Inside i am thin i always have been on the outside i am something else. I do what i can, i walk ,cycle ,swim, i overeat! I am the one who has to make the choices, in the past i have made lots of wrong ones now i am making the right choices, its my choice no-one elses.I am doing this for me!
I want to be a healthy 50 year old I want a good BM, i want to enjoy my life what i don't want is all this weight around my neck dragging me down.!!