Ok not going to make any bones about it, today was a big fat FAIL. From morning it was a disaster and continued to be so for the rest of the day, my body knows that I can pull this out the bag, I've lost mahoosive amounts of weight countless times before and my mind is trying to sabotage any attempt I try to do to get this blubber off.....but....I won't F myself up anymore!!! Enough of my constant negative talk, tomorrow isn't going to be my millionth restart, it's not the dreaded day one, it's not trying desperately to hit the magical ketosis, no! Tomorrow I'm going to make a change, no pressure, no nothing.
Excuse my bedtime ramblings lol but I'm in reflective mode and now I'm serious about getting on with this once and for all. I've just read my whole diary back and if I'd not constantly pissed around since march I would've been closer to goal by now....ahhhh, anyway no time to look back, only forwards.
V, how's it going madam??!
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