Thank you dustqueen:bighug:
Well it's day 77 (I think
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and I'm coming to the end of week 11
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and it's Mothers day today, one of my favourite days
I have been inundated today with lovely cards and presents from my six fantastic little ones:family2: (though I suppose some of them aren't so little now
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) and not a chocolate in sight
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(and my fab fab husband has bought me an ipad
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I am soooo excited, he's been secretly saving up for ages bless him:love
We are off to the zoo in a while for a day out, and I shall be aiming to remain 100% the whole time, I'd like to say it would be a good way off burning some fat off, but I will be in one of their mobility scooters
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I don't always post on here as to be honest the diet has become second nature now, but it's been a bit different this week. All along I have been nervous about getting too complacent, or getting bored because I know I'm going to need to do this for a looong time, and I think it might be starting to creep in a bit
We went shopping the other day, and if I'm honest I struggled a bit, I was feeling quite tempted and a little bit sorry for myself but I was battling through. Then I spotted some cheese, well wensleydale and cranberry cheese actually. Now this is a new love of mine that I only discovered the day before I started exante! and when I saw it I really really wanted it, I left it where it was but I kept thinking about it. Then when we were in the chocolate aisle I mentioned to DH how much I wanted it, and he said well lets get it and read the calorie/carb info and if it's not too bad you could have it as a treat, he got some but there was no info on it, so we decided to get it anyway
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I got all the way to the till with it but eventually my better sense kicked in and I put it back
I'm sorry because I know that was a long and boring story about cheese
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but it shook me up how close I came to slipping off the wagon, and I know that once I do I will struggle desperately to get back on. I want to stay strong and focused so I need to learn from this and not blooming do it again!
In other happier shopping news though
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I have bought a few new clothes as I hardly have any, I bought some to be put away for when they fit me...but some of them fit me now
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to be fair they are a top in size 20 and a jumper and top in a size 18 so still huge (and they're a bit stretchy
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), but I am so happy, I thought I was still miles away from 'normal' sizes, it's given me a bit of a boost
Weigh in day tomorrow, I'm not getting my hopes up for a big loss, I seem to be a slow loser...though that isn't surprising considering I'm in bed most if the time
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I would love 3 lbs though to take me to 2 1/2 stone lost and under 17 st:fingerscrossed: