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:wave_cry: - can I come back, PLEASE - I need the support, and the kicks up the backside.
How many of these little blighters do you think I would need to show to let you know just how BAD I have been since I have been gone from your watchful eyes????? 28!!!...yes, 2 whole, fat stones have gone on my body - and I am so, so, seriously p***ed off with myself.
Not only have I eaten more carbs than you could possibly imagine, I have acquired a taste for amarula (no low cal options for me when I decide to start drinking...no, the high calorie, cream laden stuff all the way) - you know that way, when you start getting into bad habits and one "sod it" moment starts to last days, then weeks, then months...well this, my friends, is the net result!
I have been lurking around this morning and can't believe how good most of you have been. An amazing well done to all of you who have stuck with it and are now looking super slim and super gorgeous - there have been some totally astounding losses.
Thinking that I will be on a VLCD cos my willpower switch is back to ON and that means that abstinence works best. I have some packs left over from before, so will get them down and in the next couple of days, decide which one to go for. Thinking it will be W8 again as I liked all their packs and its easy for me to do as I can order online rather than having to go and get them.
When my head is in the right place, I don't really need the "fear" of being weighed by someone else - and I know that I need to get this weight gone by Christmas - if for no other reason, than I have absolutely nothing to wear and refuse to buy a whole wardrobe full of clothes again.
I look longingly at the size 8 and 10s that hang in my wardrobe feeling very left out as I reach for the stretch size 12's I have had to buy recently....
So, water at my side - I will start to fight the good fight once more.
After a couple of weeks, I will get back into my exercise - done absolutely none of that either - you can just imagine how much of a "sod it" I was in, can't you?
I will let you know how its going and get back to being inspired by all of you who are stronger than me....xxxx