Hi everyone, I'm back!
Well, as you can probably tell by my absence, I gave up, again! Over the course of the latest 19 months I've piled on the 3 stone I lost PLUS another stone! I'm the heaviest I've ever been in my life, I look and feel horrific, and I don't want to go outside and have people seeing me anymore
You guys kept me going last time, and I know you can help get through this again! I've been on Lipotrim for two weeks now, and I'm already 8.5 pounds down (plus I've lost two inches from my middle and half an inch from everywhere else). I'm doing really well, and I know I can do it this time. Because if not now, then when?!
So here's a recap:
I started Lipotrim for the first time in November 2013 at 14 stone and lost 3 stone in 3 months. By February 2014, I was 11 stone. I came off plan, hoping to go back on it and get down to a smaller weight, because I still thought I was chubby (although looking back I was pretty stupid to assume that, I was a size 10!), and I kept trying and failing to lose another 2-3 stone. My lowest weight was 10st3 (143lbs), and although I felt and looked nice at this weight and I'd be happy at that size again, I still know I want to be lighter than that.
Anyway, after Christmas 2014, I just managed to put weight back on. By April, a stone was back on. By September, which was when I went on holiday abroad for the first time with my boyfriend, another stone. I photoshopped my holiday photos because I looked like a blob.
By this year, another stone had crept on, and now, by July, another stone!
I absolutely had to do something about it before I started getting super unhealthy and even more obese. My childhood asthma had already returned, and I constantly had back ache and couldn't walk very fast or very far without getting hot and sweaty.
So now I'm starting Lipotrim again, this time at 15 stone!
I just feel awful, and the idea of having to lose 4 stone just to get back to where I was, another 11 pounds to get back to my lowest weight, and then another 2-3 stone after that to be a skinny mini, is just so daunting. But I'm taking it one day at a time and reminding myself why I'm doing this. I know that after a few months I'll gain my confidence back.
Thanks for reading x