Martha's Diary - seeing it through to the end....

[marthacol1988]

Love the yellow dress !!! Buy it , then next year when u can fit in it no 1 else will b wearing that dress, ? I'm like a dog ,I reward myself with food everything I loose some it's not the right thing to do as now I feel like crap lol 12 days till turkey better get moving , Sorry for jumping on here moaning and being negative , tomorrow I won't be promise x

Don't apologise we all have those days!!

If I had the money I'd buy the 12 and I'd be loving life lol maybe in a week or so!

I do the food reward thing too but trying to re educate myself lol

12 days will fly in

Xxxxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Duno if any of you are on ins ta g r am but I loved this I found it on there Xxx

 

[shrinkydink]

Hey there Mrs day 4 !!!!
Go Martha Go Martha GO. LOL cant stop myself it maybe a daily pom pom wave .

You are doing great and you know when you wear that lil yellow dress itll be knock out!

Im currently debating chewing my shoe as forgot to bring my shakes to work. I now have a caffine OVERLOAD going on due to far too much coffee and the water oh my lord the water if I drink anymore I may be sea sick lol.

Damn my disorganisation mmmmm post it notes and biro sandwich lol

 

[CeeBoo]

Duno if any of you are on ins ta g r am but I loved this I found it on there <img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=147084"/> Xxx

Oosh love that. It's great xxx

 

[tor137]

Love the pic !!
Think half of it's true lol , I lost 5 stone before I had my little boy I was a 14/16 but was a massive sufferance from a 20/22 and still looked in the mirror and fort I looked the same
Any of u guys felt like that ?
Xx



Ohh how I'd like to look like that now ha

Xx

 

[marthacol1988]

Hey there Mrs day 4 !!!! Go Martha Go Martha GO. LOL cant stop myself it maybe a daily pom pom wave . You are doing great and you know when you wear that lil yellow dress itll be knock out! Im currently debating chewing my shoe as forgot to bring my shakes to work. I now have a caffine OVERLOAD going on due to far too much coffee and the water oh my lord the water if I drink anymore I may be sea sick lol. Damn my disorganisation mmmmm post it notes and biro sandwich lol

Lol yus!!! Couldn't manage 4th product tonight!

I know I hope I get the dress lol

Lol did u manage to get through?

Ul know to be organised tomorrow lol xxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Oosh love that. It's great xxx

Good isn't it I love it too

Xxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Love the pic !! Think half of it's true lol , I lost 5 stone before I had my little boy I was a 14/16 but was a massive sufferance from a 20/22 and still looked in the mirror and fort I looked the same Any of u guys felt like that ? Xx <img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=147120"/> Ohh how I'd like to look like that now ha Xx

Lol you look lovely in the pic! I'm sure you will get bk there in no time.

It took me 5 stone to notice a diff in my weightloss so ur totally normal lol xxx

 

[HG2014]

All going to plan at the minute!

That's fantastic for two weeks. Well done you!! Jealous. Wish mine would come off a bit quicker!!

Thanks. My nephew is so blooming lovey. Such a little giggler. Seeing him again this weekend. Yayyy. Xxx

Glad you are doing well and on Plan Its a Hard one to crack and you seem positive !!

Yes was a great two weeks but It slows down alot from now on and my weight is ALOT more than you lol!!!

Its nice when you have something to take your mind off eating at the weekend and it also helps that he is very cute. I have a little girl that keeps me very busy at the weekend and I love it xx

 

[HG2014]

Lol do try

It's hard to accept when ur much heavier than ur lowest but you will get there. Life happens hun don't put urself down

Sometimes u have to focus on yourself and you being on plan and doing right by you rather than worrying about others I know it's ur mum but you have ur own reasons to lose weight you can't be responsible for the actions of others

I'm not going to lie I'm having my Christmas dinner because I make my own and I love my cooking lol so im allowing myself that day. I just have to learn from last years mistake that I have to get right bk on it.

I'm on day 4 and in ketosis lol last week I knew my totm was due this Friday so said to myself I have to be in ketosis before it come or there will be no chance it will be choc and cake galore. So ironically today I was in ketosis but didn't my bloody totm come two days early lol

I have had a peak but will update on Sunday that will b 6 days since I weighed as didn't weigh on Sunday.

I just want bk in my 18s lol I have all these nice clothes I cnt wear lol and I know they will do me until maybe size 14 the tops will anyway and I wana get wear out of them. Have fallen in love with this top shop dress I really want it


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My losses vary but really about 12/14 lbs a month. I'm happy with that and il keep my focus just to get the job done. I want off vlcd ASAP but I know it's the only way and it's fast

Today is going well been out for coffee with a friend and she had lunch in a lovely garden centre cafe and I was so happy with my coffee I'm plzd it didn't bother me as they do such lovely buns and cakes lol

How's ur day? Xxxx

Well you have done well with it so be proud.

Much heavier is correct, Im double that hahaha, least I can laugh it off ay

Yes, I think this week I have just got in the zone more and I am for once in my life just focused on me and how I will get there rather than having to carry people along with me.

Yes I love christmas and really want to enjoy!!! I just know more than one day off and I will probably struggle to get back so that is why i need to get as much ff as I can now.

Ohhhhhh Im excited to see how much !!! I hope the cheaky little look made you happy

You see all my weight, well not all just 80% is in my bottom half. So I have not worn a pair of jeans in years so Im just trying to get back into a pair of size 16's that I found and hope It wont take 2 long. I go for dresses that flare out like that yellow one, its really lovely. Why dont you set it as a treat when you have lost a certian amount?? Be a nice reward !!!

Wow I hope that I can loose that much a month, would be really happy wih that then by christmas I would hopefylly be 12-13st ish

Thats a great achivement to be able to do luch or any social event so well done.

My week is going ok except that TOM, which really kills for at least 1-2 days but think that is really going to affect my loss this week if I have not come off by Saturday

How about you How you getting on now?? xxxx

 

[HG2014]

Love the yellow dress !!!
Buy it , then next year when u can fit in it no 1 else will b wearing that dress, ?
I'm like a dog ,I reward myself with food everything I loose some it's not the right thing to do as now I feel like crap lol
12 days till turkey better get moving ,
Sorry for jumping on here moaning and being negative , tomorrow I won't be promise x

Hay how are you feeling hope you are having a better day ?? xxx

 

[HG2014]

Love the pic !!
Think half of it's true lol , I lost 5 stone before I had my little boy I was a 14/16 but was a massive sufferance from a 20/22 and still looked in the mirror and fort I looked the same
Any of u guys felt like that ?
Xx

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Ohh how I'd like to look like that now ha

Xx

Hay Tor137,

That picture looks great!!!

How much are you looking to drop now.

You are very luck in both your pictures you ahve a beautiful face.... Mine is very chinny !!! I hate that lol xxxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Well you have done well with it so be proud. Much heavier is correct, Im double that hahaha, least I can laugh it off ay Yes, I think this week I have just got in the zone more and I am for once in my life just focused on me and how I will get there rather than having to carry people along with me. Yes I love christmas and really want to enjoy!!! I just know more than one day off and I will probably struggle to get back so that is why i need to get as much ff as I can now. Ohhhhhh Im excited to see how much !!! I hope the cheaky little look made you happy You see all my weight, well not all just 80% is in my bottom half. So I have not worn a pair of jeans in years so Im just trying to get back into a pair of size 16's that I found and hope It wont take 2 long. I go for dresses that flare out like that yellow one, its really lovely. Why dont you set it as a treat when you have lost a certian amount?? Be a nice reward !!! Wow I hope that I can loose that much a month, would be really happy wih that then by christmas I would hopefylly be 12-13st ish Thats a great achivement to be able to do luch or any social event so well done. My week is going ok except that TOM, which really kills for at least 1-2 days but think that is really going to affect my loss this week if I have not come off by Saturday How about you How you getting on now?? xxxx

Oh lol when I said much heavier I meant me! Lol I hope you didn't take that wrong way

I would say I hold most of my weight in my middle for sure and when I gain it's in my arms and face too

I can't wait to feel good at Christmas that will be great! I'm defo buying a Christmas jumper this year I'm not making excuses this time like I did last year lol

I'm the same with my totm but it will pretty much be gone by Sunday thankfully!

I'm similar to you in that I feel in the zone lol I'm really pleased about that because honestly it has taken me such a long time to get back to this positive place.

Today is going well just having a huge mug of coffee and havin my first product!

How are u getting on? Xxx

 

[HG2014]

Oh lol when I said much heavier I meant me! Lol I hope you didn't take that wrong way

I would say I hold most of my weight in my middle for sure and when I gain it's in my arms and face too

I can't wait to feel good at Christmas that will be great! I'm defo buying a Christmas jumper this year I'm not making excuses this time like I did last year lol

I'm the same with my totm but it will pretty much be gone by Sunday thankfully!

I'm similar to you in that I feel in the zone lol I'm really pleased about that because honestly it has taken me such a long time to get back to this positive place.

Today is going well just having a huge mug of coffee and havin my first product!

How are u getting on? Xxx

Hahaha, no I think we have all come to terms with being Much heavier !!! Im fine with it

I do have a belly and Arms as well but my bottom half is horrid !!! lol

Christmas Jumpers Iv never had one, think at my house this year we are doing a onesie Christmas, so mine hopefully will not be a XL mans hahaha !!!

I hope that my TOM will be gone by sat as norm just 4 days so fingers crossed !!!

It is so weird being this in the Zone, like you i find it hard to get there but once im there i think im positive enough to stick it out. I really think that this site helps though. And Talking to people like you who understand. I don't really talk to my group of girls as they are all smaller than me and I find it hard if they would criticise me being im not like them.

You have your first product late?? I had mine bout 10ish, going to have another about 2 then the last about 6ish.

I'm good, do not know how I'm good as this diet is so hard and I'm actually ok !!! WIERD !!! LOL

How's everything else? xx

 

[marthacol1988]

Hahaha, no I think we have all come to terms with being Much heavier !!! Im fine with it I do have a belly and Arms as well but my bottom half is horrid !!! lol Christmas Jumpers Iv never had one, think at my house this year we are doing a onesie Christmas, so mine hopefully will not be a XL mans hahaha !!! I hope that my TOM will be gone by sat as norm just 4 days so fingers crossed !!! It is so weird being this in the Zone, like you i find it hard to get there but once im there i think im positive enough to stick it out. I really think that this site helps though. And Talking to people like you who understand. I don't really talk to my group of girls as they are all smaller than me and I find it hard if they would criticise me being im not like them. You have your first product late?? I had mine bout 10ish, going to have another about 2 then the last about 6ish. I'm good, do not know how I'm good as this diet is so hard and I'm actually ok !!! WIERD !!! LOL How's everything else? xx

Well we won't be for long so don't stress that!!

Lol onsie Christmas sounds fun!

Yes I'm the same when I'm there I find it relatively easy to stay there and keep going, last year it was my holiday to America that kept me focused and this year I just have goal to keep me focused which I don't have a date for I kinda have to just keep it going until I get there!

Last year this site was a god send I have the app on my phone and I checked it constantly and I'm starting to get like that again and when I'm not chatting all day then I am most likely not on plan lol but Il tell you guys about it I can't lie lol

My friends have been pretty supportive but like you say they don't really get it. I think they are a little skeptical with me being on and off not really keeping it off so I wana kind of just do it and get it off once and for all then I can go to the gym with my friends and make my daughters lifestyle fitter and more active she's not overweight but she Defo is at risk because she doesn't see me being active you know?

Always have my first product as late as possible lol I just find it easier that way not sure why lol

It's weird saying that consuming less than 600 calories a day but it's ok we are fat burning machines lol

All else is goo having some painting done at the min to brighten the place up il be gal when it's all done

How about you? Xx

 

[HG2014]

Well we won't be for long so don't stress that!!

Lol onsie Christmas sounds fun!

Yes I'm the same when I'm there I find it relatively easy to stay there and keep going, last year it was my holiday to America that kept me focused and this year I just have goal to keep me focused which I don't have a date for I kinda have to just keep it going until I get there!

Last year this site was a god send I have the app on my phone and I checked it constantly and I'm starting to get like that again and when I'm not chatting all day then I am most likely not on plan lol but Il tell you guys about it I can't lie lol

My friends have been pretty supportive but like you say they don't really get it. I think they are a little skeptical with me being on and off not really keeping it off so I wana kind of just do it and get it off once and for all then I can go to the gym with my friends and make my daughters lifestyle fitter and more active she's not overweight but she Defo is at risk because she doesn't see me being active you know?

Always have my first product as late as possible lol I just find it easier that way not sure why lol

It's weird saying that consuming less than 600 calories a day but it's ok we are fat burning machines lol

All else is goo having some painting done at the min to brighten the place up il be gal when it's all done

How about you? Xx

I hope so, just wish I could rush it along a bit like everyone Im sure lol.
I always set myself goals, sometimes it is slightly off putting when you dont get to it. But my goal is to in total have lost 2 1/2-3st by the 30th of August for this wedding. I would be so happy to be 16st !!!! And pluss my hubby has promised me a new dress and shoes if i do

It is fun, we all dressed up nice last year and by the end of the day my step dad and husband had theres on and it was great. So this year we have made it no Onsie no entry lol.

Yes I have the app as well, but I do prefer to reply on a computer as sometimes I press the wrong thing and it goes.

Thats good that your friends are supportive, mine would be to but i think i want them to notice it rather than me bang on. Thats why this site is good as well as everyone needs to vent and we dont really know eachother so it works. No way in hell would i tell my friends my weight like i discuss on this site.

I agree about keeping up with the kids and showing them a good example, I find I love playing with Lola but as soon as i get going I get uncomfortable and then I get hot and bothered and I give up as my biggest hate is getting hot and swetty !!!

TBH it prob helps you get to the end of the day without being hungry, Im not really a hungry person I just force them down at same time everday to get rid of them lol.

Ohhhh I love it when its deco time!!! I change my mind about my house all of the time !!! The husband hates it !!

Yes Im good, need to just get through the weekends which is hard i find as being at home i dont have the structure that I have at work..... we will see.

This is day 18 so I hope that in another 18 days ill still be this positive on it !!!

xxx

 

[marthacol1988]

I hope so, just wish I could rush it along a bit like everyone Im sure lol. I always set myself goals, sometimes it is slightly off putting when you dont get to it. But my goal is to in total have lost 2 1/2-3st by the 30th of August for this wedding. I would be so happy to be 16st !!!! And pluss my hubby has promised me a new dress and shoes if i do It is fun, we all dressed up nice last year and by the end of the day my step dad and husband had theres on and it was great. So this year we have made it no Onsie no entry lol. Yes I have the app as well, but I do prefer to reply on a computer as sometimes I press the wrong thing and it goes. Thats good that your friends are supportive, mine would be to but i think i want them to notice it rather than me bang on. Thats why this site is good as well as everyone needs to vent and we dont really know eachother so it works. No way in hell would i tell my friends my weight like i discuss on this site. I agree about keeping up with the kids and showing them a good example, I find I love playing with Lola but as soon as i get going I get uncomfortable and then I get hot and bothered and I give up as my biggest hate is getting hot and swetty !!! TBH it prob helps you get to the end of the day without being hungry, Im not really a hungry person I just force them down at same time everday to get rid of them lol. Ohhhh I love it when its deco time!!! I change my mind about my house all of the time !!! The husband hates it !! Yes Im good, need to just get through the weekends which is hard i find as being at home i dont have the structure that I have at work..... we will see. This is day 18 so I hope that in another 18 days ill still be this positive on it !!! xxx

Ur right there are times I just want the time fly and get it over with lol but when we look back at it it won't seem so long!

And you will reach ur goal by the wedding no problem ? Do u want another 3 stone or is that as well as what u have lost now? Shoes and a dress is the best kind of motivation lol

Sounds like a lot of fun lol I bet Christmas will be amazing ?

I'm very lucky to have them but also very wary of talking about it too much I kind of just get on with it lol they do know my weight, the site is perfect for offloading and not worrying because nobody
Is really judging you either.

Lol I'm right there with you on the hot and sweaty front it's the worst feeling in the world. But I'm hoping that's the weight thing and il be able to be ok with that when I exercise to maintain

I'm the same I see the time passing and I'm like I really should have another shake lol because I do start to feel hungry if I start really early because I stay up quite late.

My husband (soon to be ex) hates it too but it's how we like things I'm wanting to move house sometime in the next year so we are painting it bk to magnolia for now as that's how the landlord wants it to be. I'm hoping to be able to make another new place my own.

I think as u see the results you will stay positive and it's the best feeling when u feel good about yourself xxx

 

[tor137]

Hello lovely ladies how are we all getting on ?
Iv been good today but it's been hard I just want to eat all the time at the mo

Iv lost 30lbs so far in 10 weeks ( could if done more but iv pissed about a few weeks )

I'm in the 16s at the mo , I would really like to be in the 12s
If I'm there the early next year I would b super excited

I carnt believe we are talking bout Xmas allready lol

100% 2morrow as well girls , we will get there !!!

??

 

[marthacol1988]

Hello lovely ladies how are we all getting on ? Iv been good today but it's been hard I just want to eat all the time at the mo Iv lost 30lbs so far in 10 weeks ( could if done more but iv pissed about a few weeks ) I'm in the 16s at the mo , I would really like to be in the 12s If I'm there the early next year I would b super excited I carnt believe we are talking bout Xmas allready lol 100% 2morrow as well girls , we will get there !!! ??

Getting on good! I'm hungry today too but I think that's cuz I'm not busy!

You have done fab even with a few mess ups

U will get into the 12s in no time

Lol Christmas is gonna rock up before we are prepared lol believe me.

We will get there hun that's for sure and we have each other for encouragement xxxx

 

[Pops78]

Weighed in 5kg lighter this evening, am excited!!!!