meowws diary..

Well, Im in a great place!

I had a good week just before my hols, I then proceeded to happily eat whatever I wanted on hols, and maybe the hot HOT weather killed my appetite but I STS all week and I was totally relaxed about it all. came back and since then been eating whatever I fancy, not gained anything at all.

As I've only lost a tiny bit at all on this years dieting expedition, I do recall feeling crap most of the time, trying to eat tiny amounts followed by eating too much and generally feeling grumpy about the whole situation, Ive now just relaxed! And I feel so much happier!

And I've just watched the BBC 'the men who made us thin' and my mind is blown, but amazingly, the stuff they seem to be telling me is what Ive just started doing..!
Im now just eating stuff, being reasonable, nothing is forbidden but at times I have to tell myself to not be so damn greedy, and sometimes I go a while without eating without getting all worked up about it!

Im working to boost my exercise too, ive started jogging... its going to be tough! bought trainers though -im committed! I cycle lots too anyway, and once my tattoo heals (the thigh one, got it done anyway! had my flabby thigh prodded by a nice young man and then photographed and put on the internet!!) going to start swimming, getting a proper gym membership (again!) gym, spin, pilates, swimming plus jogging!! then I will eat chocolate! and bread! and be so damn happy!

oh and my lovely hair is so long now its not falling out!





so the TV programme said diets just make us fat, and we dont want to believe it, and maybe starting with a diet is good, I did the same, I have never regained all the weight I lost with Lighterlife so I think diets give us a kick start. but when the time comes that you are just fed up and miserable with it all, you are grouchy and grumpy and lethargic, I think its time to chill out, eat some carbs! have some wine, go for a swim (sleep in between the last two) oh and I went for my first run of the clense with a stinking hangover from eating thai takeaway, popcorn, wine, chocolate and I felt like DEATH and I wanted to cry and die and my god it was the most awful exercise of my life, then I tried again and it was pretty crap, I had a stitch and my legs just gave up, and I couldnt breathe, so I tried again and eventually it felt a tiny shred better, I still have a long way to go, but Im trying! always!
 
Heres a holiday pic! malagas.jpg
 
Don't know how you managed to sts! I took a week off dieting before I went and put 2lbs on which I was really pleased about. Then I go away for 2 weeks. I start off cautiously but as time goes on decide that although I'm not going to stuff myself silly I'm going to enjoy myself.
The size 12 jeans I could just about fit into week 1 were cutting off my circulation in week 2!
Got back Wednesday night so bravely jumped on the scales Thursday morning. 14lbs on!!! plus the 2 from the week before I went. However, as much as I wanted to have a few more post holiday meals I'm back on the packs and in three days have lost 9lbs! A mere 7 to get my pre hol body back.
Hopefully a holiday pic of me and my daughter will pop up. I'm not brave enough to post my thighs!
 

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awwh ive not been onhere! you loook lovely there, hope all is well.
im over on slimfast now, just started it this week. ive been hiding away from here as ive not been on any diet, figured a few things out and still a few things to figure out! im about 7lbs heavier than holiday weight, was up at a stone more but just lost some on slimfast!
 
I dont think I can stick at slimfast.. considering hxcore slim and save again, thinking full sachets deal no meals, no food.. I think Im an all or nothing person.
I want some fast results too!
I wouldnt be able to do circuit training..I dont think? not the running around bits anyway.
I just keep getting fed up about the weight Ive put on and miss being how I used to be! last night I ate big bag of crisps and big bar of chocolate and I feel like I was having my last feed I think I was doing it because I was going to start afresh in the morning.. so Im digging out old sachets and on s&s website..
 
Not been on here for months, not much point really as I found out earlier this year that I'm pregnant so all that hard work last year has been for nothing, well I suppose it could be worse, I could be carrying all the extra weight only to pile even more on. Really glad to see you back, S&S all the way! Maybe catch you later this year x
 
ooh its nearly been a year!
So much life has been happening! I have been busy buying, moving into and doing up a house!
And now about to start a new job!

However, the new job is NOT in a food environment! woooop I mean seriously what was I thinking, its like an alcoholic working in a pub, not a good idea.

So after a year of just chilling and not really doing any particular diet or exercise I am going to go onto S&S ..again!!

Plan is to be super strict for 2 months, then move to a new healthy regime, with lots of exercise. Hopefully Ill be about 2 stone down after the 2 months which will leave me with another 1-2stone to lose via healthy regime, but I wont be desperate or in a hurry at that point as I know I feel great at that weight as I've been there before (kind of why I gained some back!)

As I'm writing this now I feel really doubtful which is terrible, I just keep looking back at all the times Ive said "this time I WILL do it!!" and then not done it..
But I think I just need to stop stressing about it so much. And I like the idea of using the VLCD to get a decent loss but then a healthy regime to get to the goal. Previously I have got to a point where I felt much more comfortable and then stopped the diet before reaching goal and then going back to being unhealthy, instead of remembering how crap it made me feel.

Well I'm off to cook my last few meals. Start next Tuesday!!
 
Wow! Can't believe you're back! I'm just restarting, currently on day 9, week 1 weigh in was a 13lb loss, gotta love a vlcd :)
 
Welcome back

I soooo know that feeling with the 'this time is different' affirmations! Every time u get that boost of motivation u do feel like u can do anything! If only we could make it last longer ;). The truth is my best ever weight loss came when I was cal counting and exercising. I got to my smallest adult weight, I wasnt too fussed at the time, just ate well and exercised, had no goals or anything. So with vlcd this time I want to get a boot for a few weeks then hopefully back to cal counting, running and strength training.

Good luck today x
 
ooh helloo Porshe! congrats on your baby!

yep I am back! the bookmark for the forum always sits on my toolbar heh!

Thanks Bananas! Sounds like we have a similar plan, I'm glad to hear someone else is doing that and Im not just a bit mad.

I just know how great I feel 2st lighter even though my bmi is like 27 or 28 but I dont know if its my bodyshape or what but I seem to carry it well, I mean I can wear size 10 tops at that weight! So when I'm there I hope Ill be motivated to be healthy and the rest will follow.

My sister has just done her 1st marathon and shes itching to train me up to run, I can jog around the park without vomming for now so there might be potential.. And its inspiring watching her train, she ran a serious amount and she ate a serious amount and just shrank away from a curvy 10-12 down to like a size 8 -she is so tiny now!

But I think we need to find a lifestyle choice to be at a healthy weight and its easier to do things. I began cycling when I lost weight and I still cycle now, and its more difficult but I still do it. Before I lost any weight I would have been too scared to try.



Anyway..

Day1:

hmm need a wee!! a bit cold, clock watching a bit. I feel really nervous that I wont keep it up..! but I really want to! So I will!
 
I agree, we are quite similar! Tho I dont carry weight well, I need to be in the low 9s to be a comfy size 10...or higher 9s but have to constantly suck my tummy in! Haha

My diary is full of highs and lows from feeling great to feeling crap! Seem to be raring to go one day then struggling the next, just need to take it a day at a time, sometimes just an hour at a time.
 
I would probably have to be much lighter for any size 10s to be comfy heh! I do wear lots of stretchy clothes though, I can still get into some of my size 12s, but then I tried on a size 14 fitted skirt and it was not good!
And im also more bottom heavy so trousers and jeans, no chance!

yeah Im with you on the up and down. I was doing very well with my water drinking but now im at that point where I am tired of the taste of water! (already!?!) and slowed down my drinking but still thirsty.. so got some hot tea!

I also am on full fat milk at the moment, just as thats what is in the fridge at the moment and I much prefer it in coffee (I drink strong coffee!) and 50ml is not a lot!! Its about how much I want to splash in one coffee! Ive stretched it to a coffee and a tea and its ugh. Im going to try semi-skimmed soon.
 
I wonder how many people on here just type nonesense from delirium of the sugar leaving your brain...? I know I am
 
I might switch to skimmed... I hate it in coffee as I have coffee really strong it doesnt help, but I could just drink the coffee black saying that.. but skimmed in tea is good.. 50mls of full fat between two drinks, not enough! I had visions of it being just enough for a little cappuccino .. hahaha!

It seems unheard of to speak about full fat anythings on a diet forum, but a positive change I made was to cut out any 'low fat' 'sugar free' anythings and the odd can of full carb coke wasnt the cause for any of my weight gains, I am still smaller than my diet coke drinking self was.

But yes, must go milk shopping soon!!


Arrrr day 1 nearly done!! I want an early night but feel ill be getting up a few times to wee.. whilst being thirsty..

Hardest part is still to come! hopefully ketosis will be here soon, sometimes it takes me no time at all but other times is slower, might try go for a walk tomorrow to flush the glycogen out of my muscles, im sure theres some science there...
my SnS book said cycling is ok.. but I dont think they've seen the hills in my area.. so Im not sure about that one

arg I need a wee again, I struggle to retain water in normal none diet life, I probably have some kind of disorder!


Got a lovely new bath but its not installed yet doh! I really would like a bath but my bath is grimyy.. I scrubbed it but I think its got something wrong hence I bought a new one.

really am rambling now, it helps soothe the mind
 
yeah I think for me its the mental aspect of 'oh its low this or free from that' and I think ooh ok a healthy choice but then I might go eat something else because I think I've 'saved' calories or something.

I think I'm more addicted to strong flavours, I love spice and just heavily flavoured rich food but its hard to stop!

saying that I've discovered a great snack.. dipping my fingers in the top of the salt and pepper mills... heheh
 
Oh no the food dreams have already begun!! I dreamt that I got up this morning and cooked a full English with chips (what?!). And then I forgot I wasn't supposed to eat it so stated putting it away but then just ate a sausage but I was thinking nooooo !
 
Plan today, keep on plan, drink extra water, go for a walk (I'm off work this week so need to get out the house!)
 
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