OMG! What the hell did I do yesterday??? Grrrr I was fine all day up to about 7pm then I just ate anything & EVERYTHING... Emotional eating at its best.
My beautiful daughter has fertility problems due to NHS neglect....A very long story but the short version my daughter was missed diagnosed with IBS when in fact she has Crohn's disease by the time they got the diagnosis right her insides were in a mess. During a 12 month period (6 years ago) she spent almost a year in & out of hospital having 2 bowel re sections, a stoma, wired up to a central line, being tube feed...and to top it all every surgery she had made her get excessive internal scaring which resulted in her losing an ovary & Fallopian tube at the age of 23. They discovered a cyst on her remaining ovary but decided not to touch in, yesterday she had a scan for the start of fertility treatment & have found the cyst is one a 13cm diameter & urgently need to fast track her to the consultant. My daughter is in a mess, so scared if she loses her remaining ovary that is it for her. Because of her problems we have been fighting the NHS for the past 5 years to get her eggs frozen but because she doesn't have cancer they refused!!! The whole thing is a mess....
Today I feel physically sick due to the over eating & emotionally sick because I'm worried sick about my baby girl, she has been through so much & this is yet another kick in the teeth for her!