Wow Tashy! That's fab
You go gal.
Right. I've decided to bow out of this league, and the fitbug one too. Not because of Tashy's wonderful steps
I've always loved walking, but I find I'm doing it for the wrong reasons now and not enjoying it so much.
I'm getting obsessed....like I do
I don't think I'm walking any more than I ever did (perhaps a little because of the lack of car...but that happens at times anyway). It's just that I'm going crazy over these aerobic steps, so scared of stopping to admire the view, browse the shops, or make a fuss over a passing dog etc. Things I've enjoyed about walking before.
Yesterday I did a 16 hour work day. I finished about 11ish. Needed my dinner, but was concerned about my steps. Trying to get them in before midnight. I went without dinner for a long walk. Hated it...was starving hungry and begrudged every step.
Came home and son asked why I didn't have my dinner first like I usually do. Made me realise I would have happily walked (and always did after a day in a office), but I would have done it after I'd eaten. It was that obsession to get it in by midnight.
I put so much pressure over myself in so many different departments of my life...just don't need another one. It's not that I even try to beat others scores....just constantly want my steps to go up and up.
Weightwise, it hasn't seemed to make any difference, but that's fine. I walked because I enjoyed walking. I walked because I was ready for a walk...cos it was often easier and less stressful than other forms of transport.
I want that back.
Sorry for the ramble. Just didn't want other people getting the wrong end of the stick about why I'm stopping the league.
Best of luck to your all. Happy stepping