Jeeeeez I am rubbish at updating this aren't I?
Been away from here which can only mean one thing: totally off plan.
Sabotaging myself. No more though am really down in the dumps having a bit of a downer tbh. My new job as much as I love it I'm finding very stressful, it's because it is all new and I'm learning from scratch, in my old job I had done it for so long I could do it with my eyes shut so being new and having to ask things makes me feel really stupid. I know it will come with time but it stresses me out not knowing. Silly really. This isn't helping with my fluctuating weight loss, I'm going through the vicious cycle of eating when I feel down and then feeling hideous and being upset by it but 2 hours later stuffing my face, really very silly. I don't want to be like this anymore and am back to try and shift the weight I've put on. Not sure where my mojo/willpower has gone but it needs to come back as I'm having palpatations at times and this worries me as my family have a history of heart problems. If that isn't a reason to shift this weight then my clothes not fitting and me feeling awful is.
Blergh. Moany old post. Got noone to blame but myself.
Have been "on track" since yesterday. Had 13.5 syns in total, lots of salad and super free. Feels good to get back into it.
Thanks for being supportive as always girls xx