Its just so heart wrenching......!
Makes all my problems fade !
I keep trying to not look at msn news when I log in but always do to see if the headline has changed.
Every night since she was taken I have stood in Kam's bedroom on my way to my bed and tried to imagine what it would be like if he wasn't there and I didn't know where he was or who with.
I can't. It's too horrendous to think of. I too count my blessings even more than I did. I pray this ends soon for Maddie and her mummy and daddy.
Know exactly what you mean Lacey - I look at Lucy and think how could anyone want to take and hurt such innocence...... even now sitting here and just about to get into a nice comfortable bed I'm thinking where is she and how is she feeling.......:cry:
As time is going on I have this feeling of dread that they won't find her - alive or dead..... and then what happens? How can they leave Portugal (although I've read they have said they wont) without her but then they have careers and family here too.... it's too unbearable to even think about......
OK I'm going cos I can feel myself choking up - again.....:cry:
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Oh sweet jesus!
How creepy is that!! Just like Soham!!
Please God it doesn't have the same outcome!