MizKirsty - Becoming my inner skinny!

[LisaM1977]

I agree with everything that has been said and I also think if I was 8 stone I wud still not like my underweared body in the mirror x x

 

[Mis-behave]

Sounds like a busy night!!

 

[Mizkirsty]

I agree with everything that has been said and I also think if I was 8 stone I wud still not like my underweared body in the mirror x x

Thing is its really disheartening how I really don't feeling any different at 13something than 17something. If that's the case will I at 10something and if not what's the point you know?!

And yeah it's a busy night but had a quiet day! Xx

 

[Mis-behave]

I know what you mean, I still have the same issues, same kids, house, same OH -all great stuff but still won't change as I get thinner Have all these things I would dream about what it would be like when I was thin, etc will prob never happen!! But I still think its better to be thinner and then make changes in my life style to maybe do some of the things I dreamt about, like horse riding, skiing (if we can afford it) salsa dancing but all with kids and OH lol .

 

[LisaM1977]

I know what you mean, I still have the same issues, same kids, house, same OH -all great stuff but still won't change as I get thinner Have all these things I would dream about what it would be like when I was thin, etc will prob never happen!! But I still think its better to be thinner and then make changes in my life style to maybe do some of the things I dreamt about, like horse riding, skiing (if we can afford it) salsa dancing but all with kids and OH lol .

It takes much longer for your mind to kick in... That's what I think x

 

[Mizkirsty]

No bc I go through periods where I think I'm thinner hence the absolute horror and disgust when I catch a true glimpse of myself in the mirror lol

So much stress and annoyance ATM in just fed up but I'm Trying my upmost not to let it ruin my day foodwise hmmm what to have for dinner!!? X

 

[LisaM1977]

No bc I go through periods where I think I'm thinner hence the absolute horror and disgust when I catch a true glimpse of myself in the mirror lol

So much stress and annoyance ATM in just fed up but I'm Trying my upmost not to let it ruin my day foodwise hmmm what to have for dinner!!? X

Must just be my head hehe x

 

[Mizkirsty]

I'm on holiday this week! And everyday ive not managed a lie in for beyond 930 but today when my class begins at 1030 I manage to sleep in until 1045!!! Can you believe it!!

Oh well there's a spin class at 1230 or the gym x

 

[Mizkirsty]

I went to the gym tody did an hour there 45 - 50 mins cardio then a quick round of weights!

Feeling like thunder weight ATM! And I'm not sure why I feel thinner but heavier you know it's odd!!

Maybe I'm I'm for a gain now I'm back to normal eating but that would suck! X

 

[LisaM1977]

I'm on holiday this week! And everyday ive not managed a lie in for beyond 930 but today when my class begins at 1030 I manage to sleep in until 1045!!! Can you believe it!!

Oh well there's a spin class at 1230 or the gym x

No way! X

 

[Mizkirsty]

I know it's ridiculous I cannot believe it lol

I've actually had a great day under my cal goal (not 100% sw plan) but hoping that won't make to big a diff hoping it will continue the rest of the week! X

 

[LisaM1977]

Good luck Kirsty x

 

[Mizkirsty]

Thanks lisa x

 

[Mizkirsty]

Having a good day food wise haven't managed to motivate myself out to exercise today but I've done something everyday this week but my scales are being mean and say I've gained I'm hoping they ate having a funny five mins :s xx

 

[Mizkirsty]

Well my scales at home are being kinder today which i am really pleased about I almost self sabotaged yest hence no exercise as I thought I'd gained 2lbs!

Thankfully this morning they are showing 1/2lb loss - not official till Monday but as I had an iffy beginning to my week (my bf engagement party etc) I'd happily accept a sts this week - doesn't mean I'm not gonna try for a loss!!

Just been out for breakfast with the oh - me with my fruit compote on porridge and my oh....

How he doesn't wi at 30+ stone I'll never know...

Scrambled eggs on 2x white buttered toast
Hash browns
Beans
Bacon
Another 2x butter white toast
(that's right 4slices of buttered toast) and a latte full fat milk all for breakfast!

And he won't wobble bc of it - me however I did look at his plate so I'm sure I'll have gained 2lbs lol

Unfair sulky Kirsty lol xx

 

[PurpleMum]

Good luck with the wi. I think we might have to arrange the kidnapping of them after Monday though! Could you give them up for lent?lol

 

[Mizkirsty]

Lol I never have my official wi on Them!! Ever!! I pay to wi at sw lol! It does help having these midweek wis it does I suppose keep me on track (but it can go the other way ) - I put them in a box when I moved - so I couldn't use them - so what did I do?! Used the bloody scales at work lol!!!

I can't help it I've been dojng it since I started dieting over a year go!!! Believe it or not! I am obsessed my poor oh reckons it determines my mood for the day an he's prob right

Maybe when or should I say if I get to target that will stop?! Lol

I don't understand why I do it maybe it's my impatience! I was fast results lol!

Hand slapped!!! lol xxx

 

[Mizkirsty]

Off to spin its that low fatty time of the week just before wi! Ugh. Lol

Just hoping for a sts tomorrow! Fingers crossed lets go and blow some steam with spinning! X

 

[Mizkirsty]

Well I've had a tough couple of days really tough emotionally!

But have been doing good so far this week never had official wi on Monday but my scales had a sts so let's hope the focus stays!
X

 

[LisaM1977]

Well I've had a tough couple of days really tough emotionally!

But have been doing good so far this week never had official wi on Monday but my scales had a sts so let's hope the focus stays!
X

Good luck Hunni x