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mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
i know what you mean! i crap myself at crossings, etc because the lights are different!
at least the numbers on the speed limit are in universally recognized numbers!!!
at least the numbers on the speed limit are in universally recognized numbers!!!
mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
firstly i'll admit i can be a right b**ch when i can't eat whatever i like, so i must be a nightmare to live with at times but...
...i'm not very happy with my boyfriend at the moment. he was quite dismissive last night of the fact i've lost 30lbs since april and thinks it's taking ages for me to lose weight! (idiot!) i got very angry with him and explained that it won't come off overnight. he admitted that he's just fed up with me talking about food/sins/etc and i'm always on the laptop on 'mini me's' ...i agreed not to talk about food to him anymore, but i'm still going to come on here.
the best part is he sat and ate gnochi carbonara made with double cream and parmesan for dinner, then for supper he had 2 cheese and onion toasties followed by 2 scones with jam and clotted cream - throw in a few beers and that's his staple diet! the 10.5 stone c**k!
...i'm not very happy with my boyfriend at the moment. he was quite dismissive last night of the fact i've lost 30lbs since april and thinks it's taking ages for me to lose weight! (idiot!) i got very angry with him and explained that it won't come off overnight. he admitted that he's just fed up with me talking about food/sins/etc and i'm always on the laptop on 'mini me's' ...i agreed not to talk about food to him anymore, but i'm still going to come on here.
the best part is he sat and ate gnochi carbonara made with double cream and parmesan for dinner, then for supper he had 2 cheese and onion toasties followed by 2 scones with jam and clotted cream - throw in a few beers and that's his staple diet! the 10.5 stone c**k!
emski
Gold Member
DA is like that.. he said the other day that I didnt look any different!! and that I was a big girl!!! He is 6ft & skinny with a little pot belly and he is more or a candidate for a heart attack than me!! I dont care what he says, Im not doing it for him anyways. He did notice this morning tho when I got dressed.. as my jeans are loose and was wearing size 14 top. He said I looked nice.
He also whinges about me being on laptop but as I told him I have responsibilities on here.. to my friends and to myself. xx
He also whinges about me being on laptop but as I told him I have responsibilities on here.. to my friends and to myself. xx
mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
glad i'm not alone in this! i think my boyfriend is trying to induce a heart attack! ...and his idea of a diet is to not eat! lol - he once suggested i skip breakfast, have a packet of mini snack-a-jacks for lunch, then a normal dinner. i suggested where he could stick his suggestion!
when we were first together i lost 2 stone and was 2 stone lighter than i am now - he said i looked the same!
....i just think he's feeling a bit miffed as i'm being 'selfish' by coming on here as it doesn't involve him! i'm losing weight for my health and confidence, etc.
when we were first together i lost 2 stone and was 2 stone lighter than i am now - he said i looked the same!
....i just think he's feeling a bit miffed as i'm being 'selfish' by coming on here as it doesn't involve him! i'm losing weight for my health and confidence, etc.
emski
Gold Member
This is where we are in danger of letting ourselves feel guilty and stopping our weighloss journey.. Dont let that happen.. You know you are doing well, and you must feel the difference.. DA has also made the same suggestions as you BF .. told him he was a t**t. Also suggested I do the eat 2 bowls of cereal thing.. yeah ok!!!!!
mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
i know i got a bit tearful when he wasn't in the room and thought to myself 'what's the point?'
...but the point is i feel so much better for being 30lbs lighter and i look a lot better too!
...but the point is i feel so much better for being 30lbs lighter and i look a lot better too!
emski
Gold Member
I was like that last week .. it a horrible feeling, but you really must remember why you are doing it. 30lbs is a hell of a lot of weight to lose and you should feel proud of your achievement. Men are totally different creatures to us and have funny ways of showing they care really. And hey if he is being a Ahole then let him.. you are the most important person in your life and deserve to feel happy. Easier said than done I know. The point is YOU !!
mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
30lbs is loads i know and i feel alot better for getting rid of it. still have about another 80lbs to go! gulp!!!
emski
Gold Member
A pound at a time ... you didnt put on those pounds overnight so they wont go overnight.
Have you done your measurements? If not you really should.. thats helped me a lot in the crappy times.. I am 15 inches smaller, thats my boobs, waist, hips, legs and arms.
I think maybe your man is worried that when you have reached your goal you will not want him anymore. lol.
You are a sassy young lady and you have already said you have a lot of confidence.. have confidence in your abilities.. I do.
Have you done your measurements? If not you really should.. thats helped me a lot in the crappy times.. I am 15 inches smaller, thats my boobs, waist, hips, legs and arms.
I think maybe your man is worried that when you have reached your goal you will not want him anymore. lol.
You are a sassy young lady and you have already said you have a lot of confidence.. have confidence in your abilities.. I do.
Taz
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Mr Taz has had a go at me loads over the time I spend on here but I pointed out to him that he couldn't understand the issues of a dieter and I get suppor from here that I can't get anywhere else! He soon got the message!
They are real arses when they eat fatty stuff n front of us aren't they!
They are real arses when they eat fatty stuff n front of us aren't they!
mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
back from bristol!
i went to ikea with a friend - she spent 6 hours in there!!! i went to visit my brother after 3 as i'd had enough by then.
managed to avoid any bad food. took alpen lights in the car with me, had a ploughmans sandwich on the way home (8 hours between breakfast and lunch
) ...and i've just had a mushroom chow mein from the chinese as i've done lots of walking!
i went to ikea with a friend - she spent 6 hours in there!!! i went to visit my brother after 3 as i'd had enough by then.
managed to avoid any bad food. took alpen lights in the car with me, had a ploughmans sandwich on the way home (8 hours between breakfast and lunch
) ...and i've just had a mushroom chow mein from the chinese as i've done lots of walking!mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
ok - just exhausted from the car journey. took around 2 hours to get to bristol, then had to walk around ikea for 3 hours solid, then another 2 hour drive home.
i had planned on being home by about 5 or 6pm, but as my friend decided to be in ikea until closing we ended leaving bristol at 6pm
i had a really bad panic attack at my brothers flat for some reason - i thought i was going to pass out!
i had planned on being home by about 5 or 6pm, but as my friend decided to be in ikea until closing we ended leaving bristol at 6pm
i had a really bad panic attack at my brothers flat for some reason - i thought i was going to pass out!
mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
mod-karen79
rainbows holiday buddy :)
i think it was a combination of recent events, not eating all day and getting wound up in ikea!
am going to go to bed soon. don't have to be at work until 11:30am tommorrow, so at least i can have a lie-in
am going to go to bed soon. don't have to be at work until 11:30am tommorrow, so at least i can have a lie-in
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