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Taz said:
They can laser off the cysts but it is a risky 50/50 chance - it will either work or it will render you completely infertile. Those are the kind of odds I don't like to play with!
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sod that - that's quite a risk! lol

my friend has lupus and had to have chemotherapy a few years back to kill off some of her white blood cells, as they do the opposite of what they're meant to do. she had some eggs frozen as they said the chemo could leave her infertile, but her periods returned to normal after.... she hasn't tried for babies yet, but the doctors seem quite optomisitic that she'll be fine.

i've had a terrible day today - i'm basically taking 3 hormone tablets a day and they're making me feel like sh**! i nearly asked to come home from work early...have had a sleep and still feeling ropey!

food wise i have been great though!

breakfast - shredded wheat (hexb), milk (hex a) and sweetener

lunch - w/m toast (hexb), tinned tomatoes

dinner - plain quorn fillets, stuffing (3 sins), sin free roast potatoes, broccoli, sprouts, carrots and cranberry sauce (2 sins)... bit hot for a roast, but it was worth it!

snacks - 2 mini twister lollies (5 sins)
 
Taz said:
Oh no, that doesn't sound good!
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no - hopefully it will wear off after a few days once my body has calmed down to the effects of the tablets.

i had my delivery of clothes from ambrose wilson today....and.....wait for it......it's all going back! :cry: the leggings were a really horrible thick material, there was a top in there that i didn't even order, there were 2 tops missing with no explaination, the dress was too short and ill fitting and the 2 pack dress were size 14 in a 24 bag! grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

i think i might just go to the material shop and get a few patterns and some material and get my mum to make some tops/dresses for me...at least they'll fit!
 
Oh dear - poor you on the clothes front, before you know it you'll be able to get stuff in ay shop, honestly, it happend to me so quickyly I hardly realised.Yesterday I went shopping ad got cropped jeans and a top (18 and 16) and held them up to see if they looked like they'd fit (got them home and they do) Hadnt realized Id have never been able to do that before until my mum pointed it out!
My best mate has lupus, she had a really bad outbreak a couple of years ago and forgot everything, like who we were, how to walk, talk etc, we'd go and visit her in hospital and she'd shout and scream that she didnt know who we were and tell us to leave, shes 100% better now and living and working in Dubai for a year xxx
 
my friends lupus attacked her kidneys and her dad donated a kidney to her 2 years ago. her lupus is much better, but i don't think it will ever go away.

had a really stressful day today - only member of staff on shift and had to juggle everything! really did my head in, then i nearly cried when a client came in and told me she'd just come back from hospital and had a miscarriage...poor sod :(

weigh-in in an hour....then off out for some tapas! mmmmm!
 
Taz said:
Oh good luck for WI and have a great evening. Is it a special occasion?
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errrmmmm no!!! it's weigh-in night!!! i eat whatever i like! i'd go out for dinner every night if i could find someone to go with me! will have some tapas then pop in to asda on way home to buy a few extra treats....then back on plan in the morning! :D
 
Ha ha that's what I do! Although I can't pig out on a Wednesday night after WI cus I have to go to karate but Thursday is my 'fat day'!
 
i'm back from weigh-in and i lost 3lbs....that's more like it!!!

i probably lost that amount because i tortured my body playing golf for 2.5 hours on monday :D i think i will play golf more often!!!

i'm 2lb off my 2 stone award and i'm into the next stone down :D hoooraaaaaaaaaah!
 
well done you xxxxxxxx
 
went out for dinner last night - was supposed to be tapas, but when we read the menu we realised that all i could have was bread, olives and salad/omelette/veg paella - none of which tempted me....so we ended up at the slug and lettuce pub. i ordered (sounded nice) a mozarella and mushroom stack with chips. it was crap! it was basically 2 medium mushrooms with a slice of cheese melted on each and stuck on a roll with salad. it was so tasteless. i just thought to myself i could have eaten better free food on SW! dessert was raspberry biscotti - the biscotti had an eggy taste to it and i really didn't enjoy it.

i'm not a fussy eater - i just like good food, especially if i'm paying for it!

off for an italian on saturday, so will eat free foods all day and make wise choices when i'm out. will probably go for tomato/mozarella salad or brushetta(counting bread/olive oil as hex b's! lol) for a starter, then a tomato pasta dish. but if there's spinach and ricotta canneloni on the menu then i will have that because i bloody love it! will stick to water/diet coke and depending what i eat i might end up sharing a dessert!
 
my medication is draining me - just felt like a zombie today. i nearly fell asleep at my desk and i got sent home early. i started at 7am and my manager said i could go at 11:30 if i wanted...but i managed until 1:30 before going home. had a good talk to her the other day and she's very sympathetic about it all.

i got home and went to bed. was asleep by 3pm and woke at 9pm!!! so i've been awake now for 3 hours....and i'm yawing again! time for bed soon methinks!
 
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arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh i feel like i'm constantly whinging on this thing at the moment. went out with some friends tonight and have just had the night from hell. was supposed to go out for dinner, but the plans got cocked up, so all i ate today was chickpea dahl and couscous at 12pm....then falafel in a kebab shop at 10pm! some skinhead t***s were trying to goad my boyfriend into a fight so we left the bar we were in and i had the worst tension headache all night! it was so bad i was nearly crying. am thankfully home now and my painkillers are starting to work.

really not sure if this medication is worth the side effects. should i carry on and finish the course (have 6 days left), or stop taking them and speak to my gp when i see her on thursday???
 
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