On another note - i'm very excited as my new clothes should come today AND my fake "wedding" rings (for Jordan!) and can't wait!!! Hahahaha!! Showed my OH and he liked them, i was going to order his too, as he chose one, but then thought he'd like to try and make his t work (He works in a gears factory as a mechanical engineer, so right up his street!) So will be interested to see how that works!!!! Bless him!
Not sure why i always seem to go off the rails on the weekend or bank holidays. I mean, it's not like i'm deprived of anything on SW, but i think it's my "adolescent" mindset of dieting, that i have to have the things i'm limited to in excess!
For example: Before the theatre, i thought i'd be good and have chicken salad, but when i get there (Pizza Express) I order the Pizza Leggera Gustosa (Which is the light version of a pizza with the middle cut out and salad in the middle) Seriously yummy, but not sure how synful as i won't look!
THEN, i was gently coerced into have dessert and coffee, which wasn't necessary, but i do indeed only live once, and figured why not!?
I think that then was the trigger that i'd been "so good" in the week, that i was just treating my "good behaviour" by eating loads!
Had carvery on Saturday evening (after having a Great day on SW) But had about 5 Scan bran (for the first time!) and then overindulged at the carvery, and have never had such stomach ache in my life!! And without getting too crude, i think i lost about a stone in weight when i could finally "go" to the loo!! Still, at least i know it works!! Hahaha!!
Sunday was a complete write off, with travelling to Milton Keynes - we stopped at services and had a full english (All cooked in oil and utterly vile) and then went to ikea, and didn't want a main meal as wasn't *that* hungry, so opted for their dime cake and chocolate mousse, which was DIVINE, but about a milion syns. Didn't eat anything else that day cos my stomach still felt awful!!
Then there was yesterday, and we went to Crystal Palace Park (instead of Brands) but still to watch motorsport!!
We got picnic stuff from waitrose, and i had a salad, and sushi, and we had a scotch egg each, which wasn't too bad!! And i had a fry light stir fry when we got home!! The bad bit of yesterday was the bowl of cereal (Crunchy nut cornflakes, unmeasured) about 9pm.
Totally uncalled for, but needed.
All in all, when dissected, it doesn't sound as bad as i feel it should, but i still feel like i've let myself down. So going to be really strict for the next week or so - and may even have to follow Zekes plan. I'd like to be at least a stone lighter than original weight by Jordan......
Note to self: SORT YOURSELF OUT!! It's gonna be hard enough walking around in 40degrees heat, without carrying the weight of an extra toddler.
So - will be planning for the next few days as best i can, so i'm not caught out!!
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