Glad you're feeling better hun.
Whether it's oestrogen release or just part of the process of adjusting to a new relationship with food, or, more likely, a combination of the two, I think these little 'blips' are something we all get from time to time. I'm fortunate, in that my husband and sons are 'fending for themselves' food-wise but that hasn't stopped me feeling very sorry for myself from time to time when they sit down to a delicious-smelling meal. On one occasion when they brought their Fish and Chips into the living room (where I was skulking with my shake) to watch the footy I was close to tears and just wanted to give up and stuff my face with chips. I ended up going for a long soak in the bath and reheating my 'hot chocolate' shake later (not recommended
incidentally, it tasted really nasty) when I'd given myself a good talking to.
So, I can understand how hard it must be to cook for the family when you're on LT. But hey.....you weathered the storm and every time something like this happens, we learn so much about ourselves and become so much stronger.
Chin up and look towards the next stone off.
Dx