Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

OMG muffy! 12stone - amazing! Your avatar looks gorgeous. You are doing fabulous hunny xxx
 
Thanks everyone. I done ok. Not enjoying it so far. Still cant get my head round it. My bum has sucked every pound onto it i think!! It is a big wobbly bum all of a sudden and my clothes dont fit!

Day 2 ....

Weight today 12 stone 2 oz's

Going to have a nice cold dr pepper and count how many days worth of shakes I have left :)

Hope you all enjoy your day xxx
 
Come on Muffy!!!! I'll keep you going. I've been so good Monday and Tuesday after my shocking weekend of binge and I've managed to get the gain and another 2lb off again. I think sometimes you have to go through that bad period to think "Hang on, i don't want to be fat again"... It's taken me 2 1/2 weeks to get my groove back.
 
Hey sweetie :) I know how you feel my head is not really doing so well either, really having to force myself to do it rather than wanting too :( makes it hard work :S
Glad you got through those couple of days, 11s next :) how are the bambinos? X
 
carly82 said:
Hey sweetie :) I know how you feel my head is not really doing so well either, really having to force myself to do it rather than wanting too :( makes it hard work :S
Glad you got through those couple of days, 11s next :) how are the bambinos? X
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Hugs babe x x
 
Princess_Ames said:
Come on Muffy!!!! I'll keep you going. I've been so good Monday and Tuesday after my shocking weekend of binge and I've managed to get the gain and another 2lb off again. I think sometimes you have to go through that bad period to think "Hang on, i don't want to be fat again"... It's taken me 2 1/2 weeks to get my groove back.
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muff still has no groove Ames :(
But I'm TS 100% day 3 and feel rubbish! Loads of stress and stuff going on at the moment so I am constantly thinking of ways to make myself feel better but I know food isn't the answer ... Hope to catch up on your diary tonight xx
 
carly82 said:
Hey sweetie :) I know how you feel my head is not really doing so well either, really having to force myself to do it rather than wanting too :( makes it hard work :S
Glad you got through those couple of days, 11s next :) how are the bambinos? X
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How you doing babes? I am setting aside a few hours tonight to catch up with everyone. Kids are fine (2 are grounded) so loads of peace as they're in their room :) I cut jags hair last night :( did you see on Facebook? Hate myself now!

No clue what I weigh AGAIN as I can't get a solid reading it's so annoying! But as long as I'm TS I'll be losing, doesn't matter how much really does it? I am deflated and instead of being excited I'm totally exante dieted out!! Just gonna plod along xxx
 
precious said:
Hey muffy how u doing lovely hope ur well chick have a good day x
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I'm ok but feeling pretty rubbish. Loads of debts seem to be appearing and things getting on top of me since I moved house and had a break from exante iv just wasted the last 5 weeks and gained half a stone ... What happened to the positive muffy? I'm here though, that's a start. Hope you are well xx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I'm ok but feeling pretty rubbish. Loads of debts seem to be appearing and things getting on top of me since I moved house and had a break from exante iv just wasted the last 5 weeks and gained half a stone ... What happened to the positive muffy? I'm here though, that's a start. Hope you are well xx
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Know that feeling babe have been same weight for months and after 9 months off work ill unpaid it's really desperate :(
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Weight today 11 stone 13.4 lb

I ate a sandwich and some biscuits last night! Why cant I do it, I'm so annoyed!!

Arghh! :(
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:( I'm 12.6 1/2 lol you do like to keep exactly 7 lbs under me don't you :)
I can't do it either hun, but we WILL just got to keep trying xxx
Much love babe x what you up to today?
 
I'm sat here drinking a large glass of wine thinking that I should get my exante head back on again. So many restarts so little progress. Do I want to look like I do? NO! Do I feel good? NO! I really want to be 10 stone by my 30th so I'm going to be back in the morning .... Really, I am :)
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I'm sat here drinking a large glass of wine thinking that I should get my exante head back on again. So many restarts so little progress. Do I want to look like I do? NO! Do I feel good? NO! I really want to be 10 stone by my 30th so I'm going to be back in the morning .... Really, I am :)
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I'll join you too babe I also have wine and a huge gut :( will never fit in my wedding dress at this rate :'(
 
I'm not going to tell you it's ok or that a few pound won't hurt. If I did id be saying something I didn't believe xx

I'm thinking I have managed to get back to about 12.5 so iv only lost 5 stone in 7 months :( at one stage I'd lost 5 stone in 4 months !!

Today is the only day that food hasn't been an issue. I had a few biscuits and some noodles. I had a bit if dairy milk and a bite of sausage. 2 glasses of White wine. But normally I have bread and crisps as well as the above and a proper meal with chips etc. I think that not standing in the kitchen looking/thinking about food is one reason that I'm feeling strong enough to get back into exante tomorrow. I also fell down the stairs this morning and hurt my back. Damn leg playing up. I find it feels better the more weight I lose so I need to get more off to feel better. The last half hour has been a thoughtful one. I saw a picture if an ex friend on facebook who used to be around the Size I am now when I last saw her. I was always the fat friend! It's probably a bit *****y but I'm happy to see that she has ballooned :) bad muffy!

I had a couple of nice comments while I was in town on Friday and some attention from a couple of friends on face book that saw a recent photo of me.

I can't go back to my old fat self.
Just had a nice hot bath and my head feels clearer than it's been in a while.

Back into the 11's is the plan for this week.

No pain no gain!

XxX
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I'm not going to tell you it's ok or that a few pound won't hurt. If I did id be saying something I didn't believe xx

I'm thinking I have managed to get back to about 12.5 so iv only lost 5 stone in 7 months :( at one stage I'd lost 5 stone in 4 months !!

Today is the only day that food hasn't been an issue. I had a few biscuits and some noodles. I had a bit if dairy milk and a bite of sausage. 2 glasses of White wine. But normally I have bread and crisps as well as the above and a proper meal with chips etc. I think that not standing in the kitchen looking/thinking about food is one reason that I'm feeling strong enough to get back into exante tomorrow. I also fell down the stairs this morning and hurt my back. Damn leg playing up. I find it feels better the more weight I lose so I need to get more off to feel better. The last half hour has been a thoughtful one. I saw a picture if an ex friend on facebook who used to be around the Size I am now when I last saw her. I was always the fat friend! It's probably a bit *****y but I'm happy to see that she has ballooned :) bad muffy!

I had a couple of nice comments while I was in town on Friday and some attention from a couple of friends on face book that saw a recent photo of me.

I can't go back to my old fat self.
Just had a nice hot bath and my head feels clearer than it's been in a while.

Back into the 11's is the plan for this week.

No pain no gain!

XxX
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No i feel like a blob and I don't lose at least 2 1/2 stone I won't be able to do my dress up!!!
I've lost less than 2 stone in about 4 months!!! I suck!!!!!!
No that is understandable hun no one wants to be the biggest if their friends, I know I don't :(
Glad you got some good feedback :)
Yep on it tomorrow need to do this! Let's do it together babe x
 
carly82 said:
No i feel like a blob and I don't lose at least 2 1/2 stone I won't be able to do my dress up!!!
I've lost less than 2 stone in about 4 months!!! I suck!!!!!!
No that is understandable hun no one wants to be the biggest if their friends, I know I don't :(
Glad you got some good feedback :)
Yep on it tomorrow need to do this! Let's do it together babe x
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I'll be here honey and I'm not gonna leave you again xxx
 
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