Thank you so much Patty, you are so right, I do want to be super good and shift some weight before holiday, but I don't want to put it all back on again after, denying myself what I consider treats isn't going to help in the long run. I have yo-yo'd in the past, lost lots, completely gone off the diet and gained more than before. The silly thing is, cake really isn't my weakness, I don't have a huge sweet tooth, my down fall is CHEESE, me and my friend meet for lunch and it always consists of a BIG cheeseboard, fresh bread and a jar of chutney or chilli jam, olives, sundried tomatoes etc, mmm mmm drooling just thinking of it! To think I could never have that again is torture, so I have decided that when we do meet, and it isn't that often (maybe once every 3-4 month) I shall pig myself and enjoy every morsel! I wont feel guilty or shameful, just go back to plan next meal!
I haven't had much cheese since starting SW because I fear that it is a slippery slope, one bite will lead to more, and more, and more, bit like an alcoholic avoiding drink, I am a cheeseoholic!
Day 18
B- Tea, yogurt, strawberries, banana, kiwi
L- new potatoes, smoked mackerel, pineapple
D- lamb casserole (2), coke zero
Snacks - tea, green tea, choc chip rock cake (10?) not sure on the syns but hoping 10 will cover it, it was homemade and not overly sweet, someone brings cakes to work every Thursday! I went for the rock cake instead of the choc fudge cake though, so a mini victory!
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