I am heading to costa del sol blodyn!
So today was a bad day. I feel very close to giving up right now
As I was saying before I went to a party this evening in my aunts house. She had a huge buffet there but I brought a salad.. I had some skinless chicken, cucumber, a small bit of boiled ham (don't know if this is allowed but there no fat) and I had half a teaspoon of low fat mayonaise. (which I feel awful about) There was a huge selection of desserts and I didn't have any but it just made me so angry that I couldn't!
I was really looking forward to my bar at least and had the choc mint one for the first time but I thought it was so disgusting! but I was starving and it was the only thing I had as I wasn't home yet so I ate it anyway and now I feel so horrible. I feel like I would usually feel after a binge even though i know I still ate probably 600calories today ! Right now I am just thinking that I should forget cambridge and just eat healthily and exercise but I think we all know that it never happens like that