Morning Simples, hope you are feeling OK today...
At the end of the day, you know yourself best, and what you can handle at the moment...
You do need to give yourself a break to let the AD's fully settle into your system, at the end of the day they are altering the chemicals in your brain!
Just keep listening to yourself and do what feels right...if you want this bad enough you will get right back on it properly when you are settled.
For me, I tend to hit rock bottom and then try to change my life to gain back some control.. I hit rock bottom last week- things are tough at home, hubbyNova hates new job and MiniNova hates new school (which I am really not keen on either)...both of these things I can't control at all, and my eating and drinking behaviour was shocking... I was going to bed during the day, drinking most nights, eating fast food every day... I felt terrible.
I really am the glue that holds my family together, and I was unsticking fast!
I woke up on Monday morning, and felt so ill and terrible. I usually blame the wine the night before but I hadn't had any for a couple of nights... and it really scared me. I decided there and then that was it. I had some left over CD in the cuoboard, and the rest is history.
I have steadily felt better all week, and felt more positive to boot. I joined the gym yesterday and went for a swim last night and it was so lovely.
You can do this, and you will do because you want it. You are worth it xx