Well my 14 hour shift came to an abrupt end when i had to come home early today, little one not being too co-operative with the childcare and feeling generally unwell. So this afternoon i baked some buns with her and had a go at making SW baked chocolate cheesecake, i had a little taste as i was putting it into the fridge, it tastes little bitter but a small enough piece will be enough to curd those chocolate cravings. Today ive been great stuck within my syns, used my syns on 2 bags of snack a jax.
If one thing my job really makes me appreciate my life, ive witness and welcomed babies coming into the world to the extreme of nursing people in their final days, and helping distraut families through the hardest times of their lives. I moan habitually about my life (who doesnt) but when i stand back on days like today and see what i see, and some of the pain and suffering people endure, i really think how lucky i am. It makes me more determined than ever to lose weight not for me but for my little girl, i dont want her to be without a mum should i die of a obesity related illness. Nor do i want to put my family through the heartache.
Hope everyne else is going dapper and staying on plan!!!
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