Haha I'm the same, I put it down to a coping mechanism! If I'm the first to Pinot it out and make a joke of it, no one else can! I don't mind at all! first WI is tomorrow, my start weight was (is?) 15st1lb. So unless my other half has been drip feeding me in my sleep I should see the 14's tomorrow! I'm just over 5'8, and I am 30 in November, so the overall target it get smoking hot and spend my 30th (and my hard earned cash) living it up in New York! I have aver been keeping track on you (completely not in a stalker sense, because I appreciate that's how it sounds!) and I can 100% relate to the need to look hot in front of the ex, it is, unfortunately one of my drivers to! How old are you and where are you from if you don't mind me asking? Xxx