Was anyone super sensitive when pregnant? Hubby is the only one who can cope with my moods. My sister has said things and it's really upset me tonight. I don't feel like I've been moaning about being ill here. I haven't slept much but I come downstairs whenever mums snoring gets too much and sleep on the sofa even though I can't sleep there. I'm lying down all day and still make my own food and even my sisters because she's running around for anyone and everyone so I feel bad.
But she's said a few things over the last couple of days and today i snapped. And now I feel so guilty
and been upset all evening. Feel like crap as it is.
I feel like she can't cope with me being around for more than a few days. I know she enjoys me being here but think she needs her space and loses her patience after a few days. But she said to me earlier.. I was making chips and I was feeling so sick and I must have mentioned it and she said. Stop saying that, you have to teach your child how to be ill gracefully.. and that really upset me
Really really really upset me. Like, I haven't even had the baby yet and I'm a bad mum?
and I know she didn't mean that and it's probably just me being hormonal, but I didn't like it. We had a little argument earlier and she said if you can't take it don't dish it.. You've been saying in front of people oh look she's making me cook.. Which I have, but honest to God.. I've always said it with a laugh on my face and I GENUINELY don't want her to cook for me.
But when she's mentioned to me countless times to stop saying I'm cold.. It's not been with a laugh on her face. And she said once.. Stop saying you're cold. I'm getting annoyed now. Put some gloves and socks on.
But when I wear socks I feel like I'm getting frost bite
otherwise I would.
I'm not cold on purpose. I'm not sick on purpose.
And I cried and cried to my husband on the phone earlier. And I still have tears whilst typing this.
I just feel like I've come here to rest and although I have done anything.. I haven't got any sympathy. And the only person in the whole world who can do that is my husband. And I can't wait to see him on Wednesday night now.