Littleone said:Ah thanks! I know that will work.
Good day today though I had my shakes and bar quite close to each other which I don't usually do. Feeling more positive.
Ah thanks! I know that will work.
Good day today though I had my shakes and bar quite close to each other which I don't usually do. Feeling more positive.
Littleone said:Just checking in and things are going ok (I think). Bumper pack has arrived!
Bought a proper shaker today and it works like magic.One of my better purchases, lol.
Didn't get ANY sleep last night so I might end up a bit hyper today....
Trying to get into a routine with my shakes as yesterday was a big big disaster.Though I did end up doing some good exercise..
Here's to today!
Littleone said:Thank you!
I'll confess I've had a bit of a wobble and didn't want to face up to it so haven't really been posting.. I don't want anyone to wish they hadn't read this so just a warning I'm talking about food and stuff...
I feel like I'm addicted to eating. I've just got this really strong feeling. It sounds mad but the best way I can describe it is food (any food within reason) gives me an unbeatable high. Not one that I'm going to jump up in the air and waves my arms about - but a silent high, and I'm constantly craving more and more to keep me up there. To keep me from crashing. Food means I don't have to think - and it fills a big hole in myself.
I've not deviated too much from the plan to be honest with myself but the cravings are really difficult. This is something I've struggled with on and off for a long time and I get hopeless but know I need to work out how to manage it.
I'm trying my best to distract myself and I've been doing a little 'research' on other things that could help. I might buy a book or so (Beck diet solution?).
Anyway, let's just hope today is ok and take it day by day. Thanks again for all your lovely support.
Littleone said:It is good to know (in a way) it is not just me that struggles in that way...
Today was not such a good day until my boyfriend popped round (20 minute drive) to cheer me up and we had a lovely time. So - bad start, good ending.![]()
Littleone said:You are right, thank you.Well the wobble is over!
And the exciting news is that I am now 'overweight' instead of obese. It's not official weigh in day.. but I had a peek. I am over the moon - I cannot remember the last time this happened.![]()
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Off on a mini holiday tomorrow (boyfriend managed to get time off work, hooray) so that should be fun and I'm not overly worried about food.