Today has been a terrible day!
I was on call all weekend and the phone never stopped, this job is new to me and this is the first time i have had the phone of a weekend!
From Friday night it went on till 11am ringing and then again it started Saturday morning 6:30am and it was none stop till 9pm of a night, i never felt like i had a break! It was just terrible! Sunday was not THAT bad but still busy. Because of this i didn't manage to drink my water in take over the weekend and it worried me and upset me that it will effect my weight loss!
Today i went into work shattered and they sent me 10miles away to do a 30min call that we did not manage to get covered! Thats 20miles altogether and I dont even get petrol allowance! I came back from my call and the other new starter Amber who started a week before me in the same job looked mad so i asked her whats the matter she informed me the boss told her that me and her have to now have the on Call phone twice a week and alternate the weekends between us appose to what we originally was agreed in my interview! I called my boss into the office and told her THIS was NOT agreed in the interview and i would NOT be doing this, i shall be doing ONE week night on call and ONE weekend in four! She tried to argue with me but i told her that i would NOT be doing it! I also brought up the matter of petrol and she told me to write it down on my time sheet the amount of miles i have done and she will pay me for it!
I know this will cause problems tomorrow in the office which i am quite prepared for but its left me feeling very tired and upset tonight, to the point i could cry! I need this job to stay on CD and lose this weight but gees i hate it with a passion! Its left me feeling VERY upset tonight!
I have already asked my bf 3 times to take to me Tesco so i can buy some chicken salad (thats how i normally break it and chicken salads leads to other things) He wont and has told me he is NOT letting me eat anything tonight and i think thats making me even more upset! I really want to eat something i could just grab a huge packet of hula hoops and eat them, i want to eat something so bad!! I feel tired/shattered i have a bad head as i also did not have my water intake today and have ONLY drank a 75cl bottle! I just wanna eat something right now!