becki22
Full Member
Well I'll be honest with you all, after beefing so positive I went an threw my week away an ate lots of stuff I shouldn't of and went out on sat got drunk drinking lager (didn't eat kebab after though which is a suprise to me, just had a bag of quavers) and well I just let myself down really, I'm not sure if it was just because of the small gain or also down to stress (family and money) but I let my self down whatever the reason!!
So I toyed with the idea of not going to group and tried telling myself that I could follow plan at home and I don't need the group, but luckily I didn't listen to my stupid self, I decide to be super good today (which I succeeded in doing) and drag myself kicking and screaming to group and boy am I glad I did!! I don't know how and I don't know why (tbh I don't care) but I lost an amazing 2lb this week!! I feel weird because I'd told myself that I deserved a big gain because id been so bad but I got a big lose instead!!! I did a lot of walking last week whi h is the only thing I can put it down too but what ever it is I'm thankful and I am sooooo positive again it's unreal
So I toyed with the idea of not going to group and tried telling myself that I could follow plan at home and I don't need the group, but luckily I didn't listen to my stupid self, I decide to be super good today (which I succeeded in doing) and drag myself kicking and screaming to group and boy am I glad I did!! I don't know how and I don't know why (tbh I don't care) but I lost an amazing 2lb this week!! I feel weird because I'd told myself that I deserved a big gain because id been so bad but I got a big lose instead!!! I did a lot of walking last week whi h is the only thing I can put it down too but what ever it is I'm thankful and I am sooooo positive again it's unreal