I wrote a massive reply earlier but doesn't seem to have posted! Check it this website, it has really helped me gain some perspective over this
http://www.mybodygallery.com/index.html enter any weight, height, body shape etc and you will see very different photos that people have uploaded, despite being exactly the same weight and height, it really is an eye opener that body shape can vary so much between individuals who you would expect to be the same size with the same statistics!
I have really struggled to get my head around how I can possibly be 18st and a size 16. It makes absolutely no sense to me whatsoever, but it does give me how that I may hit a size 12 before Christmas. I know I keep bringing this up, but I do in part put it down to the exercise - I am slimmer at a heavier weight than I was last time round. Need to get new bras though, my boss seem to have suddenly shrunk! I was in an H cup before, but think they are more likely a G or even F cup now. Not exactly small but feels a bit strange that they may be getting smaller!!!
It's nearly 4am. I've been wide awake feeling rough since 2.30 - seem to be having phantom gallbladder issues! Madness. Friends is dropping her daughter off at 6.30am - smashing! Despite feeling rough I have this mad urge to go for a run! Good thing that isn't an option or I would be off.
Oh yeah, I spotted smoking last week. Haven't had one since Friday! Have wanted to give up for ages, and failed miserably, not even making it past a morning, let alone a whole day. But I hated it, hated how it made me smell, hated how it made me feel, hated what it cost me, Hayes that my daughter knew and hated that she hated it. So I just didn't have one Saturday. Then I didn't have one Sunday either, and now it is nearly a week later and I still haven't had one
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