Oh Abbie, don't feel bad. :hug99: We've all done it, and we'll all do it again at some point. This plan doesn't fit so well with normal life, so you have to try a few different things to make it fit - it's a learning curve. I know you were worried about your OH coming home and whether you'd be able to stick to it. Well, now you know - but that's a good thing, cos you can deal with it next time. It might be that you need to go up to a higher plan when he's home, so you can eat out a little, go out and do things. There are things you can safely eat without doing too much damage. Keep it low carb and you'll usually be ok, so long as it's only a day or two.
I wouldn't read too much into your consultant being off the grid - it's a bank holiday weekend and her family probably hate it when she's disturbed on holidays. She might even have gone away for the weekend. Next time, come and ask us for a pep talk - I've been here all weekend, so have quite a few other folk. And we're here now to cheer you back on. Has he gone away again yet? Will he be away for another fortnight? It'll take a couple of days, that's all, to get back where you were, and then you can make more progress again. So what if it's a bit 3 steps forward and 2 steps back? You're still be moving forward!
Lots of water now, ok? :hug99: