Oh honey, salads? Please don't be so scared... CD is a lifesaver for many of us, taking food out of the picture, but only so we can work out our issues in the meantime. Food is not our enemy, it's the reasons behind why we eat the way we do that need to be looked at, & bad patterns broken. Even kebabs aren't anything to be scared of... and the get-rid compulsion is not good on so many levels. Please do speak to your cdc Emmie, OK? You have come so far and done so well, but to sustain this new you, you need to build a healthier view of food... we all do.
I know how safe it feels to be back on SS, I feel that too. I know now that CD is not a magic formula to take away all my food problems, as when food was back in the picture I did lose control. But I know now what I have to work on, so that has its positive side, right? The real challenge is to put food back into the picture and still feel safe and in control. We're all here for you Emmie & good luck for today. Hugs. xxx